Blessing and cursing -- Fiction; England -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; Romanies -- Fiction
“Are you on such close and confidential terms with this Lee, then, may
I ask, that you entrust letters and messages to him?”
Stella’s dark-blue eyes opened wide in what looked like innocent
surprise.
“Close and confidential terms?” she repeated. “Why, he is the
gamekeeper! I hardly ever see him, and I shall never forgive him for
hurting you. Surely, Hilary, you are not going to be jealous of the
servants?”
He noticed that she dwelt affectionately upon his name, not in the
least as if she realized that she was now another man’s wife.
“Go on,” he said. “When did you see this man Lee last?”
“Not since I dropped him the signal from the window,” she answered,
promptly. “Old Sarah told me to employ him, so I suppose he must be a
gypsy, too. But let me get on with my story. I can’t tell you how ill
I got by being kept shut in my room all those days, and half-starved;
but that was my fault, since I was too unhappy to eat. By the
wedding-eve, the date on which I was promised help from the gypsies,
I was half-desperate, and the strangest fancies began to crowd into my
head. I wanted to tear down the bars in my room and jump from the
window. I had an idea that if once I could get away to the forest, I
might join the gypsies and escape. That afternoon and evening I was
not so closely watched; for the first time for weeks I was able to
creep out of my room, and down the stairs to the front door. When once
I stood in the open air again, I felt intoxicated with joy, and I ran
as fast as my feet could carry me into the wood. An idea came into my
mind that if the gypsies could not help me, rather than marry any one
but you I would drown myself in a tarn I know of, where no one would
think of looking for me for weeks, perhaps for months. But before I
had run more than a few yards, the old gypsy, Sarah Carewe, who is
really, I believe, my great-grandmother, suddenly appeared before me
among the trees, like some witch in a fairy-tale. She took my hand,
and made me walk very fast beside her into the woods; then she
suddenly stopped, and drawing down my face to hers in the gathering
darkness, she peered into my eyes with her wonderful bright stare, and
stroked my face down with both hands, murmuring soothing words in some
language I did not understand. Just as I felt myself growing strangely
weak and sleepy, she took a small bottle from her pocket, drew the
cork out, and commanded me to drink out of it. I obeyed her without
hesitation. I seemed to have no power of resistance. From that moment
I can remember nothing at all until two days ago, when I found myself
in small, shabby rooms which I had never seen before, with an elderly
woman, who slept in another bed in the same room with me. She told me
that she was a nurse, that her name was Julia Tait; that she had held
me in her arm as a tiny baby, and had seen my mother die. Further,
that I had been put in her care for a few days by friends, and that I
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