Blessing and cursing -- Fiction; England -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; Romanies -- Fiction
“You will do as I tell you!” he swore, the veins in his forehead
starting into ugly prominence. “You, a beggar’s brat, born in a hovel,
dare to set your will against mine! You should by rights be tramping
from door to door at the heels of some filthy caravan, selling brooms,
and stealing chickens, with a hedge to sleep under, and the police on
your track! Do you know what you are--you, with your white face, and
your defiant airs and graces, who do not consider an earl’s son good
enough for you, but must needs disgrace yourself by a servant-girl
flirtation in the corridor with a man who will make your folly a
smoking-room jest? You think yourself a duke’s grandchild, a Douglas
by descent, and daughter to my wife, Lady Gwendolen. But you came into
this world some months before I ever saw that lady; you were born in a
miserable cabin, and your mother was a wayside tramp, a common gypsy!”
He hurled the words at her with stinging emphasis. She stood before
him, pale as ashes, her eyes distended, quivering in every limb. But
for the support of the chair she would have fallen to the ground. A
hundred little incidents seemed to start simultaneously to prominence
in her mind as she listened to him, chief among them being the old
fortune-teller’s assurance that she was a “Romany,” and that the
gypsies would befriend her.
Stephen Lee, too, through whom she was to communicate if necessary
with old Sarah, had he not told her only that day that there was not
so much difference between her rank and his as she supposed? And Dr.
Netherbridge’s strange recognition of her by her “likeness to her
mother,” was not that also a link in the chain?
The room seemed to rock round her, and the ground to give way under
her feet. Something told her that her father was speaking the truth,
and her heart contracted with pain as she realized that gentle,
affectionate Lady Cranstoun, from whom she had received the only
tenderness and kindness which had as yet warmed her young life, might
not really be her mother after all.
But whatever she felt, however great her astonishment, dismay, and
even horror at his words, it was chiefly necessary to retain her
self-control, and no cry, no exclamation escaped her lips as she
mutely waited for her father to say more.
“When my wife, Lady Gwendolen, lost her child,” Sir Philip went on,
mercilessly, “you were sent for and admitted into this house on
sufferance, lest she should lose her reason. The poor, weak-witted
thing chose to believe that you were hers, and partly to humor her,
partly to conceal your disgraceful origin, I allowed the deception to
be kept up until now. You would never have known from what beggar’s
stock you sprang but from your folly and pride, which to me, who know
the truth about your origin, is equally offensive and ridiculous.”
“Will you tell me one thing?” she asked, in an unnaturally steady
voice. “You say I am not Lady Cranstoun’s child; am I yours?”
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