City and town life -- Fiction; Love stories; Middle West -- Fiction; Political fiction
“There’s no use in saying I’m sorry. They fed me up to it. Threats, and
promises. If I’d do it, they’d give me--a rat of a man to marry. He said
he’d marry me himself. But he’d said that before. He told me himself
that he’d marry me if I’d do this. Marry me and take me away. I knew he
was a liar, but I thought maybe he’d keep the promise, this time. I
thought I had to have him, to be able to look people in the eye. Oh, I’m
not making excuses, Wint. There isn’t any excuse for me.”
He said: “It’s all right. Please don’t feel badly.”
“The thing is,” she said steadily, “how am I going to make it up to you?
What do you want me to do?” He did not answer at once; and she told him
humbly: “I’ll do anything you say.”
He shook his head. “Nothing. I’m willing to go through with it.”
She rose to her feet with a swift, furious movement. “Damn you, Wint!”
she cried chokingly. “Don’t you say that again. Ain’t I sorry enough to
suit you? Haven’t you poured coals of fire on my head till--till my
hair’s all singed? Don’t rub it in, Wint,” she pleaded. “You’ve made me
feel bad enough. I’ll say I was ready to quit, last night. It wasn’t
worth a penny, to live. Then I thought I might make it up to you. So
I--stayed alive. Don’t you rub it in to me, now. Don’t you say that
again. I tell you, Wint, I went through something, last night.” Her
voice shook, she stretched out her hands to him. “For God’s sake, Wint,
don’t rub it in any more!”
There were tears in her eyes, on her cheeks; her face was the face of
one in torment. He took her hands; and he said gently: “Please--I didn’t
mean to make you unhappy. You’ve--really, you’ve made me happy. I
thought every one would be against me. But Amos and B. B. came to me,
offered me their friendship, and their help. And father came to me. I
never knew before what friends I had. You’ve done that for me, already.”
“I’ll bet Routt came to you, too,” she said, a terrible scorn in her
voice. “He’s a friend of yours, isn’t he?”
“Yes,” said Wint, “he came.”
She was frankly crying, now; her shoulders shaking, tears streaming down
her face. Her lips twisted; she held out her clenched hands. “I’d like
to kill him.”
“Don’t cry,” Wint begged. “Please.”
She brushed her arms across her eyes and smiled at him. “All right.
Now.... What do you want me to do? It’s up to you.”
“I don’t want you to do anything,” Wint protested. “It will all come out
right in the end.”
“I’m not going to stand and wait.”
“Please. You’ll see.”
She stamped her foot fiercely. “I tell you, no. I was the goat,
yesterday. They made a fool of me. But I’m grown up over night, Wint.
This is my day. I’m going to tear things open--wide.”
For all the harshness of her speech, there was a strange new gentleness
about Hetty; and there was a new strength in her. Wint had never liked
her more, respected her more. He said steadily: “You’re wrong, I think.
You’re excited, to-day. I tell you, things will turn out better than you
think.”
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