British -- India -- Fiction; India -- History -- British occupation, 1765-1947 -- Fiction
It remains to add that Eldred's avowal had not shocked or repelled her
as much as he had feared. For, among Michael's promiscuous intimates
in Paris, Vienna, Rome, she had seen and heard more than Lenox was
likely to guess of that enslavement to drugs and absinthe to which the
artist's temperament seems peculiarly prone; though she was far from
realising in detail the full horror and degradation involved. She
merely felt certain that--heredity or no--Eldred was, by the nature of
him, incapable of travelling far down that awful road; that with her at
his side to hearten and help him, he could not fail to free himself
from "the accursed chain."
But they must fight the battle together. That was the Alpha and Omega
of her thoughts. He had not yet measured the height and depth of her
love. Let her only make this clear to him, and he must give in; if not
to-night, at least before his leave was up. Years of living with
Michael had accustomed her to getting her own way in all essentials.
But she had yet to try her strength against the bed-rock of Scottish
granite underlying her husband's surface quietness; against the
terrible singleness of mind that cannot--even for Love's dear
sake--view harsh facts through a medium of rosy mist.
While she stood thus, trying to see into the darkness that shrouds the
coming day, even the coming hour, from inquisitive eyes, the drifting
vapour all about her paled from grey to white, from white to a gossamer
film; and finally uprose from the valley, like a spotless scroll rolled
backward by an unseen Hand, giving gradually to view a multitude of
mountains, newly washed; mountains that glowed with richest tints of
purple and amethyst and rose, in the level light of afternoon. And
Quita, being in a fanciful mood, saw in this "good gigantic smile" of
the rain-soaked earth a happy omen; an assurance that so would the
mists rise from her own life, and the sunlight prevail. A sudden
recollection of the buffalo "_Mela_" set her smiling.
"How idiotic I am!" she reproved herself gently;--we are apt to be
gentle with our own foolishness; it never seems quite so egregious as
other people's--"I might be a girl of twenty, after my first proposal,
instead of nearly thirty, and a nominal wife of five years' standing."
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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