British -- India -- Fiction; India -- History -- British occupation, 1765-1947 -- Fiction
"Eldred, what makes you say such detestable things? I thought you
wanted me to be good to him. Are you--angry with me about it now?"
The touch of hesitancy, so rare in her, disarmed the man, reawakened
his better self; and slipping an arm round her, he crushed her against
him with a force that took away her breath.
"I'm a selfish brute, Quita. That's all about it," he said bluntly.
"And Dick's the best chap in the world."
She hid her eyes a moment against his coat. Then straightened herself,
and stood away from him. "You exaggerate the selfishness, I assure
you," she said, smiling at his gravity of aspect. "And even if you
didn't, I could forgive that; but not that you should so misunderstand
my whole nature. Honestly, Eldred, I would almost rather you struck
me."
"Struck you? Great Scott!"
The amazement in his eyes brought a sparkle into her own.
"Yes, exactly. That's so like a man! D'you fancy I don't know that if
you laid your littlest finger on me roughly, in a moment of heat, you'd
never forgive yourself? Yet you struck something much more sensitive
than my mere body, when you said you couldn't tell where I drew the
line. I may not have been reared upon copy-book maxims, but I have my
own ideas about the fitness of things; even if they don't coincide with
yours, at least I think I may be trusted not to disgrace you."
"Do you really need to tell me that, Quita?"
"It seems so--after what you said just now."
He frowned. "You can wipe out what I said just now, lass. It was
spoken in annoyance."
"Well, please don't say such things again, even in annoyance; or there
will never be any peace between us. Besides, my dear, they are quite,
quite unworthy of you, and no one knows that better than yourself."
She came closer now, and laying both hands upon him, lifted her face to
his. Then she left the study, with the seal of reconciliation upon her
lips, and revived assurance in her heart.
But Lenox, drawing out pipe and tobacco-pouch, as he watched her go,
was discomfortably aware that his first attempt at remonstrance had
ended in strategic surrender. Not only had he failed to dispel the
nameless cloud that hung upon him, but he had managed matters so ill
that now the whole subject must be labelled 'dangerous'; not to be
reopened except under special stress of circumstance.
"She needs riding on the snaffle," was his masculine reflection,
arising from the natural conviction that in all matters of moment the
mastery must rest with him; which was not Quita's view by any means;
and her husband was just beginning to recognise the fact. He noted, in
spite of her genuine devotion, a curious detachment, mental and moral,
a certain airy evasion of common, womanly responsibility, the free
attitude of the good comrade rather than the wife; inherent tendencies,
fostered and established by the dead years that took their toll at
every turn.
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