British -- India -- Fiction; India -- History -- British occupation, 1765-1947 -- Fiction
"Yes, it has been a strain," she admitted. "And I did so hope this had
brought news I could give her, at last. You don't see her as I do,
Theo, lying there day after day, so frail and white and patient. Quita
patient! Can you picture it? I quite long for a flash of her old
perversity. She has almost left off speaking of him. But the eternal
question in her eyes haunts me; and I feel half ashamed of my golden
time with you, when I see her going through it alone, poor darling; her
natural joy in the child shadowed and broken by the anxiety and longing
that are eating her heart out, and holding her back from health. Is
there nothing I can tell her, that would be truth, yet not all the
truth?"
Desmond knitted his brows again, pondering.
"Go to her now," he said. "Tell her we've heard by wire that he is
safely over the Darkot, but he may be delayed in getting on to Kashmir,
and we hope for more news within the week. If she asks to see the
wire, say you're sorry, but I tore it up."
He did so on the spot, dropping the shreds of paper reflectively among
the smouldering logs upon the hearth; while Honor hurried to the
sick-room, with her fragment of news: the room in which Lenox had
almost died of cholera, and in which Quita's ring had been restored to
her finger sixteen months before.
She lay in it now, propped up among frilled pillows, an etherealised
edition of herself; her hair divided into two plaits, one lying over
each shoulder; the sweeping curve of her lashes shadowing her cheek;
her eyes resting on a small dark head that nestled in the hollow of her
arm. For, to Quita's intense satisfaction, the child had Eldred's
black hair, and the clear Northern eyes that held all she knew, or as
yet cared to know, of heaven.
Her delight at the inadequate tidings of her husband was greater than
Honor had dared to expect. For she could not know how the wakeful
night watches, and the hours of enforced quiet, had been haunted by
that nightmare dread of the mountains, which Eldred's expurgated
accounts of certain vicissitudes had justified rather than dispelled.
But now--now he was through the worst of them, within easy distance of
Kashmir; and she felt as a prisoner may feel when the doors swing wide,
and he finds himself once more lord of light and space.
"Oh, Baby, think of it!" she whispered in ecstasy to the unheeding
morsel of life in her arms. "He is coming--actually coming! Nothing
can delay him very long now."
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