British -- India -- Fiction; India -- History -- British occupation, 1765-1947 -- Fiction
"Quita, you must have realised--all this before I started?"
"Yes."
"And you let me go without a word! By the Lord, I think I had the
right to know."
Her lips trembled a little at the reproach in his tone; but she did not
avert her eyes.
"Of course you had the right," she acknowledged with a flash of her old
frankness. "But things were going crooked just then. It all seemed so
strange, so difficult to speak of; and I thought if you were delayed it
would save you from anxiety, not to know. Besides--I confess I knew it
would mean . . . a great deal to you; and I wanted to win you all my
own self, before I told you. There! That's the whole truth. Can you
forgive me?"
"Forgive you, my darling? To-day of all days! I am at your feet."
She drew a deep breath. "That is quite wrong! But I can't pretend not
to be proud of it; though in theory I object to pedestals as much as
ever! And now----" she laid both hands upon him, her eyes full of
laughter and tenderness. "Now--don't you want to come and see--the
other woman?"
At that, his gravity went to pieces.
"Woman indeed! Bless her heart. Naturally I do. Hasn't she achieved
a name yet?"
"No, poor little heathen. I told her she must wait for you; though the
matter was settled long ago. What else could we call her--but Honor?
And I pray she may be worthy of the name. Both the Desmonds will stand
for her. I thought you would wish it; for, indeed, without their great
goodness to us both she might never have found her way into the world
at all! Now--come."
He raised her to her feet, and together they entered the room where, in
a railed cot, the unconscious herald of a larger joy, a more sacred
intimacy, lay sleeping:--a creature of flower-soft tints and curves,
who, in the sublime wisdom of babyhood, was concerned for nothing on
earth but her own inspired devices for self-development.
For long the two stood speechless before that astonishing, yet
inevitable, third; that miracle of incorporate self-expression, whereby
a man and woman behold their hidden spirits that have so passionately
clung together across the gateless barrier of individual being,
'visibly here commingled and made flesh.' Then Lenox put out a hand
and caressed the small soft head, reverently, cautiously, as if to
verify its actuality. At his touch the child stirred; the dark lashes
lifted; and in that instant of revealing, the truth came home to him
that, by his will, a living soul, a thing of mysterious and infinite
potentialities, had been added to the world's sum of life.
"See--she has your eyes," said Quita, tenderly triumphant; and for the
second time she looked into his own through a mist of tears. "My last
picture pleases you even better than the other one?" she added; and
stooping, he kissed her lips.
"It lifts you into a new kingdom, Quita; and doesn't he honestly seem
to you worth all the rest put together?"
"But yes, _mon ami_. She is my masterpiece--our masterpiece," she
answered very low.
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