British -- India -- Fiction; India -- History -- British occupation, 1765-1947 -- Fiction
It is just such quiet hours of heart-to-heart intimacy that constitute
true marriage. For in these uneventful moments links are forged and
soldered strong enough to resist the buffeting of storms, or the
deadlier, corrosive influence of those minor miseries which poison the
very core of life.
A handful of stars--visible through the open glass door into the
verandah--had began to pale, when Desmond lifted his wife to her feet,
and blew out the lamp. In the profound stillness their footsteps and
low laughter sounded up the wooden stairs. Then a door shut somewhere
in the house, and the night absorbed them into herself.
CHAPTER VIII.
"Ce n'est pas le mort qui separe le plus les individus."
--De Coulevain.
And what of Lenox, after Honor Desmond's sympathetic exertions on his
behalf?
He went straight from her side to the cloak-room; and thence slowly
back to his unhomelike rooms at the hotel; a dark solitary figure, with
bent head, and a heart full of tumultuous hopes and fears. The events
of the evening had stirred him as he had not been stirred since those
early days of torment, of undignified oscillation between yearning and
despair: and now, at last, love unsteadied for the first time the
foundations of his pride; brought home to him the cardinal truth that
all the beauty and terror of life spring from the inexorable law of
duality that links man and woman, act and consequence, with the same
passionless unconcern.
All the way up the hill, this man--who loved night and her
manifestations as most men love the morning--had no thought to spare
for the splendour of the heavens or the shrouded majesty of earth, so
absorbed was he in framing and rejecting possible letters to his wife,
who, for all he knew, had already half-lost her heart to another man.
The small sitting-room where Brutus, the faithful, awaited his coming,
was more or less a replica of his larger one at Dera Ishmael: the
chronically disordered table, books, pipes, sketches, his inseparable
friends, the bull terrier, and the brown tobacco-jar. All these, the
familiars of his lonely hours, gave him silent greeting as he crossed
the threshold. But for once his spirit failed to respond. The
witchery of his wife's lips and eyes; the distracting music of her
laughter; that one poignant moment of contact with her living,
palpitating self, and Honor Desmond's belief in an undreamed-of
possibility, had kindled the man's repressed passion as a lighted match
kindles dry powder; had revived in him the common human need, which
neither ambition nor work, however absorbing, has yet been known to
satisfy.
"My God," he thought. "If I believed I had a ghost of a chance to get
hold of her again, I'd go back to that infernal ballroom this minute!"
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