British -- India -- Fiction; India -- History -- British occupation, 1765-1947 -- Fiction
"A man in my case will dare anything. Besides, you have insight enough
to have known it these many weeks; and why should the plain statement
anger you, when evidently the plain fact does not?--Tell me that."
The question smote her to silence. For she could not tell him: neither
could she answer hotly and break with him for good. Throughout the
coming week, at least, their intimacy must remain intact; and beyond it
her mind refused to look. She saw herself caught in a tangle of her own
making: a hot wave of vexation at her helplessness, at her cruelly false
position, fired her face from chin to brow.
But Garth, noting the phenomenon, interpreted it otherwise.
"You find my riddle unanswerable?" he questioned almost tenderly: and was
met by a lightning-flash of denial.
"No. By no means! The answer is simple enough. Unhappily you cannot
wipe out--the fact. But you can avoid expressing it: and you
must,--unless you are prepared to lose everything."
"By Jove, no!--I keep what I have gained,--at any price. And at least
your proffer of friendship gives me better right to monopolise you than
that chap Desmond can lay claim to. But he appears to be privileged."
"He is privileged."
"How so?"
"Simply by being the right sort of man."
Garth scrutinised her keenly.
"And a V.C. into the bargain--eh? I don't mind betting that's half the
attraction. Just a showy bit of pluck, dashed off at a hot-headed
moment--and you women turn a man into a god on the strength of it! The
fellow got his chance, and took it--that's all."
It is of the nature of small minds to disparage great ones; and in
general Quita would have dismissed the matter with a light retort. But
in her present mood, the man's petty personalities jarred more than
usual. "I think we won't discuss Captain Desmond," she said without
looking round. "To pick holes in a man of that quality only seems to
accentuate one's own littleness."
"Yours--or mine?"
"Both."
"By Jove--but you're frank!"
"Have you ever known me otherwise?"
"Can't say I have.--But I'm hanged if I know what's come to you these
last two days! Except that you are always far too alluring for my peace
of mind, you hardly seem like the same woman."
The truth of his assertion wrenched her back to a lighter mood.
"What an alarming accusation! Is any healthily intelligent and
progressive human being ever the same for many weeks together?
Change--readjustment--is the keynote of life; the very breath of it.
When you can accuse me of _not_ changing I shall know that I have fallen
into the sere and withered leaf past redemption. And now that I have
expiated myself--(probably to your more complete confusion!)--we'll have
a short canter to blow away cobwebs. The road is rather less breakneck
just here."
A flick of the whip sent Yorick forward at a bound; and Garth--stifling
unheroic qualms--could not choose but follow her daring lead.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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