British -- India -- Fiction; India -- History -- British occupation, 1765-1947 -- Fiction
"I who have love, and no more,
Give you but love of you, sweet;
He that hath more, let him give;
He that hath wings let him soar.
Mine is the heart at your feet . . .
Here that must love you . . . love you, to live!"
The last stupendous chords crashed into silence; and the fall of a
charred twig sounded loud in the pause that followed. Then there came
from the shadowy circle of listeners no clatter of hands and voices,
but a low disjoined murmur;--the very attar of applause.
But by that time Quita was making her way blindly through the outskirts
of the crowd into the blessed region of darkness and stars.
For, as the last words left her lips, the full apprehension of her act
and its possible consequences submerged her in a red-hot wave of shame
and self-consciousness; and before Garth had recovered himself
sufficiently to rise and make the request that hovered on his lips, she
was gone. For a space he sat still, lost in an amazement that swelled
to exultation as the conviction grew in him that at last, after long
and laudable repression, her heart had spoken, indirectly, yet
unmistakably; that now, scandal or no scandal, he must make her
altogether his.
And while he sat stunned to inaction by the vital issues at stake,
Quita hurried on toward the temple, with no purpose in her going save
to escape from the consciousness of human presence. She stood still at
length, and wrung her hands together.
"Oh, but it was folly--worse than folly! He will only think or
hateful,--theatrical. He will never understand."
Yet if, by miraculous chance, he did understand . . . what then? She
held her breath and waited; till the night seemed alive with voices
that laughed her to scorn.
The new-risen moon hung low as if caught and tangled among the
tree-tops of the forest that broke up her golden disc in fantastic
fashion. Away there by the bonfire some one else was singing now; a
song with a boisterous chorus. Her mad impulse had simply been added
to the mass of ineffectual things that form the groundwork of our rare
successes.
Suddenly she started, and raised her head. The sound she desired yet
dreaded was close at hand. He was coming to her. He must have
understood. And because she needed all her courage to face him, she
did it at once; for nothing saps courage like hesitation.
Then her heart stood still; a chill aura swept through her and she
shivered. The dark figure nearing her was not Lenox. It was Garth.
But that all power of initiative seemed gone from her, she must have
turned and fled. Instead she stood her ground, without motion or
speech; and he, still misreading her, held out his arms.
"Quita . . . darling . . ." he began, his voice thick with passion.
But her name on his lips roused her like a pistol-shot.
"Go back . . . please go back," she cried imperatively. "I came away
because I wanted . . . to be alone."
"But I thought . . ."
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