Elopement -- Fiction; Inheritance and succession -- Fiction; Private secretaries -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
He had insulted somebody--in a country where men still fought on the
point of honor. The conclusion sprang forward on a glance. He had passed
much time abroad, I knew--the code was not strange to him, nor the use
of his weapons. Though both had been strange, little would he have
shunned the fight! He would take joy in it--joy in shedding the
advantage of his mighty strength, glad to meet his man on even terms,
eagerly accepting the leveling power of a bullet. He had made himself
intolerable again; some one had uprisen and done away with the incubus
of him. The whole affair seemed just what might be looked for; he had
died fighting--for him a natural death.
So the life was out of the big man--and he had been so full of it. That
was strange to think of.
Somehow he seemed incompatible with death. I remember drawing a long
breath as I said to myself "Dead!" and thought grewsomely of the
carrying out of that great coffin--with all the mighty weight of him
inside; even dead he would oppress men by size, insolently crushing
their shoulders with his bulk. "Part of the objection to me is because
I'm so large," he had said. Even the undertaker's men would share in
that objection. "I shall certainly be stamped out. Ah, well, small
wonder--and what a pity!"
He had a power over me; something of his force had reached me, too--or
my thoughts would not have dwelt on him so long; they would have turned
sooner to Jenny. To what end? Her message forbade the one thing which it
was in my mind to do--go to her directly. She would not have it; she
would be--as she was--alone. I had no thought of disobedience--only a
great sorrow that I must obey. I read the telegram again. "Jenny
Driver!" She had hesitated too long. Ways could not be kept open
forever. Mr. Powers had taught her this truth once, and she had not
hearkened. Death himself came to enforce the lesson. She stood no longer
between the fascination that she loved and feared and the independence
which she cherished and yet wearied of. She was free perforce; the
tenure of her liberty was no longer precarious; and the joy of her heart
was dead. Her equipoise--another of her delicate balancings--was
hopelessly upset; when Death flung his weight into one of her scales,
the other kicked the beam.
So long as I was alone, it did not occur to me to think of the bearings
of the event--and of its announcement--on her outward fortunes. My mind
was with herself--asking how she faced the thing, in what mood it left
her; nay, going back to the days before it, viewing them in the alien
light of their sudden end. Not what would be said or thought, but what
was, engrossed my meditation. Death brings that color to the mind; it
takes us "beyond these voices." But they who live must soon return
within hearing.
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