“Aunt Georgie,” she said in an agitated voice, “I’m sorry; I thought
you were alone; but--but I think you’d better come at once.”
How could I have known, or guessed? I could not even then. Only I
recognised the urgency of some tragic call, and stepped aside to let
her pass. For one instant her wild haunted eyes were turned on mine.
“O! God forgive me!” she whispered; but I think it was I who ought to
have uttered that broken prayer.
CHAPTER XX.
ANTONIO GEOLETTI
So she believed me to be her son and his! The deadlier mystery was
none of her sharing. For that, at least, I could breathe one heartfelt
prayer of thanksgiving. She was innocent of any but that one deceit,
and that one, even, in the relief of my soul, I could have found
trivial to insignificance.
The memory of our interview held me sleepless and agitated through
most of the bitter night. I had denounced bravely, and promised
bravely, and now through what new development of the situation was I
purposing to redeem my promise? My course, I felt, would have been an
easier if a darker one, had she betrayed her guilty partnership in
that secret. Her ignorance there was but a new rock in my path. All
doors seemed to open but to shut in my face; all jack-o’-lantern
lights to lead me on but to plunge me in confusion. What impulse,
interest, frenzy had so driven that mad woman to betray her husband to
me? None, perhaps; but some inexplicable craft calculating to mislead
me. Yet had I not proved the genuineness of her strange confidence?
No, it was impossible not to believe that for some hidden reason he
had earned her revengeful hatred. But for what reason? And how was it
to be associated with the paramount mystery?
I had promised much, and I meant much--desperately, if cunning would
not serve. Yet I doubt my performance might have fallen far short of
my intention, had not circumstance, at this crisis, given into my
hands the very witness I could most need. That mocking altar still
stood to attest my confidence in my tutelary god; yet not of Luck, I
think, was this fortuity, but rather of the relentless processes of
Fate. There was even hardly a coincidence in it, when one came to
examine.
I fell asleep at last, and woke to that sense of wan chill light on
the ceiling which is the reflected ghastliness of snow. I rose
shivering, and looked out of my window. The wood was all a whirling
rush of flakes ground to powder between the teeth of a ravenous wind.
It tore and spat them so, that the trees on their north sides were all
glued with white foam a foot deep; and here and there ominous drifts
were already forming.
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