He smiled weakly as I lifted him in my arms, and whispered for the
first time, very faintly: “Good, good--ver’ strong and good--grazia,
signore!”
The medicine, I will admit, he took down lamblike, in three dutiful
gulps. It had its effect on him almost instantly. He closed his eyes
and sank back in a blissful stupor. Then I covered him warm with a
rug; lit the candles; shut all in snug and dry, and set about making
my preparations for a comfortable hot meal against the time when he
should awake.
A strange glow was in my blood. I must have felt something, I think,
of a mother’s feelings, when her conscious self first realises in the
new life beside her the earnest of pains past and present reward--when
she wakes from storm to see the rainbow glowing in her sky. Does that
sound extravagant? I daresay; but remember the sort of social Crusoe I
had been. This was my man Friday--the living salvage of my hands. I
was jealous already of my proprietorship in him. He owed his life to
me; and I felt a fierce joy in that debt, as in one that elevated me
for the first time to the ranks of life’s creditors. All conventional
disabilities vanished in that uplifting. What did a name matter to one
who had saved a life? I had qualified for the great human brotherhood.
He slept very long and heavily, hardly stirring or seeming to breathe.
When I had finished my preparations, I took a chair near him, and sat
pondering his face. It was of a curious green-white, like the
complexion of a plant starved in a cellar. The lines of emotion on it
looked almost grotesquely exaggerated, as if he had been an actor, who
had been made up to portray some tragic part, and who had forgotten to
wash himself afterwards. The contrast between that anæmic skin and
the grey furrows which channelled it was startling.
Who was he? and what could have brought him, a stranger and a
foreigner, to wander to his destruction on these remote and wintry
roads? I was greedy for his awakening to learn.
It came in the end quite suddenly. I had just made up the fire, and
was returning to my post of observation, when I saw his eyes wide open
and staring at me.
“Bully, old fellow!” I said. “_Come sta_, isn’t it? How do you find
yourself?”
He threw off the rug with a quick movement, and, scrambling to his
feet, precipitated himself on his knees before me, and caught and
kissed my hands.
“O, come! that’ll do,” I said. “It’s all right, you know.”
He poured out a torrent of gratitude, part English, part
Italian--wholly incoherent.
“Now,” I said, “if you don’t stop, I shall put you out in the snow
again.”
He was crying, and gesticulating, and embracing me all in one.
“Ah, the snow!” he cried; “and the pain--merciful God, the pain!--and
then the immenseness in the sleep. And you have save me--yes, signore,
you; like a strong lion you com’ and lift me in your mouse; and I am
yours--for ever and more I am yours according.”
He rose to his feet, and stood away, fingering his breast
dramatically.
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