Eagerly, gluttonously, triumphantly, his eyes travelled down the
sheet, and rested on the name at its foot. He thrust out a rigid
finger, and pointed to it.
“Carlo, si! Buono Dio! Challie Skene--yes.”
“What about Charles Skene?”
“Dalston murder him, signore.”
CHAPTER XXI.
SNOW AND FIRE
It was a monstrous tale that he unfolded to me, scarce credible for
the guile, the inhuman persecution, the infernal callousness which it
revealed. And yet I could not but accept it as consistent and
convincing. There are men born, one knows, without the moral
bias--brutes “thrown back” on the primordial instincts for lust and
blood. But that learning and culture could be acquired merely to the
exploiting of such primitive passions was a stupendous enlightening.
There is a horrible tale of Hawthorne’s, which depicts the agony of a
clean and sensitive soul upon discovering accidentally that _all_ the
brother and sister souls of his familiar intercourse are on secret
midnight terms with the powers of darkness. I think I experienced
something of that ghastly disillusionment now. Where was the good of
refining and refining on our natures, if at the end such bestiality
remained possible to them? Better the snake and the lion, hunting
their prey on the plain issues of hunger.
My blood became water as I listened; the knees of my soul grew sick
under me. What had this man not suffered of unspeakable persecution,
if his story were to be believed! And I saw no reason to doubt it. The
perspective it appeared to open out to me of revelations affecting my
own interests was obscured for the moment in the contemplation of his
wilder wrongs. And yet I could not but admit he had deserved badly of
Fate. If his spirit of vengeance was justified, the spirit which had
involved him in it was vile. Yet assuredly, sinner as he was, he had
atoned a hundredfold. His back (he showed it me) was scored with
ineffaceable marks of that discipline. His soul (and he showed me that
too) was still deeper scored. He was delivered, had delivered himself,
a fearful brand of retribution into my hand.
I talked with him till late that night, and far into the following
morning. I had made him up a bed on the sofa, and there had become no
question but that he was to remain with me until this riddle of our
common destiny was resolved. I found in him, or believed I had found,
a minister, a witness, a testifier to things potential but
unspeakable. They will be touched upon in due time. In the meanwhile
he dwelt suspended between a mortal hatred on the one side and a blind
devotion on the other.
“What,” I said once to him, “if I were to tell you, Geoletti, that
this man Dalston is my friend?”
He rose to his feet, and begged me, in great emotion, to unsay my
question; to reassure him; not to drive him mad.
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