“Does it?” he answered; “does it really? Well, say it may be held to
imply, in general terms, a motto--_Vive et vivas_; or, to put it
specifically, If you don’t interfere with me, I won’t interfere with
you.”
“Ah! now you puzzle me entirely--as much, I confess, as the
strangeness of your being down here, alone at eleven o’clock in the
morning, puzzles me.”
“Why, that is easily explained,” he said. “I have just been walking
with Lady Skene in that delightful bower--a little cold just
now--called the Baby’s Garden, and I took this path upon leaving her,
as being the shortest and the most private.”
“O! Why as the most private, may I ask?”
He leaned upon his stick, hat in hand, conning me with a smiling
archness.
“Don’t you know? Don’t you know, indeed, my dear boy? But of course
you do; or why should I be here?”
“That is for you to say.”
“You have inherited frankness, I see. I have always been a model of
frankness myself. I am glad to hear you pay that debt to your
inheritance, Richard.”
I was gathering, at last, something of his drift. He was feeling his
way to my sense of filial duty. I could have struck my fist into his
accursed dandy face. No doubt he had heard from Lady Skene the facts
of that interview between us in her boudoir, and had assumed, as she
had assumed, that the knowledge of my parentage was a revelation to
me. Let him rejoice then, and scheme on that premise, and set the trap
to his own damnation. It was for me now, with all that frenzy of
hatred tingling at my finger-ends, to nurse his delusion for him, and
play the double hypocritical part. I was surprised, even, at the
resources of Machiavellianism I discovered in myself.
“Mr Dalston,” I said, “as you flatter me for candour, I will be as
candid as you could wish. I am aware, as you imply, that you have been
drawing upon Lady Skene for money, and I know the reason.”
“That’s capital,” he said--“that’s very capital and engaging. Well,
now, consider, Richard; love-children are not generally regarded in
the light of very eligible partis, are they? especially when franked
by no financial recommendations. Lord Skene would hardly look upon
such a one as a suitable match for a ward-at-law--and a particularly
charming and well-endowed ward-at-law, I will say. I only put it to
you that the revelation of such a suitor’s legal status would hardly
appeal favourably to a guardian. Now would it? Better, at least, for
him, I think, to make no boast of his moral disability. It is nothing
but a question of terms, after all; but upon such, alas! are our
ridiculous conventions founded.”
How could I listen to him, and not spring at his murderous, lying
throat? His very nameless reference to the subject of my most sacred
hopes was a blasphemy scarce tolerable. But I kept my sense of the
enormous issues that hung upon my self-command, and I dealt him back
his double-dealing to the hilt.
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