But, whatever the premises, the conclusion was manifest. I must be
satisfied henceforth to play my part independent of him. He would not
interfere, I gathered, but he would not help. So be it. The burden of
the proof should be appropriated to my sole shoulders from that
moment.
The end found me curiously exalted. I felt as if I were breathing a
fuller, more intoxicating air. It was to be Ira and I at last, each
for the other, against all the world. That seemed to simplify the
issues; to make my task a less complicated one. Ira and I, foot to
foot, side to side, to run the race together, and win if we might, or,
if we lost, to sink no less breathless to our reward in the grass by
the roadside. I pictured it thus. I could believe in my dear love
still, thank God!
The mood had not left me when I came down over the snow to the old
hawthorn in Hags Lane, and found her there awaiting me. I took her
worshipfully into my arms, as befitted a fragile figure of such price.
“Ira,” I said, “would you like to have me tell you everything at
last?”
“O, Richard! will you?”
“Wait a minute. Let me feel your bones--these ribs are like a
rabbit’s. I doubt if they could stand such a hammering.”
“Try them, Richard. Have you never read ‘Maud’? Don’t you remember the
shell that a finger-nail could break, but that the cataract shock of
the seas could not? Only an unloving word from you could break me,
Richard.”
“You ineffable dear. I like to hear you quote like that; I like to see
you capable of thinking of anything again but ghosts and shadows. Let
us get the last of them out of the way--shall we? and prepare for the
time when there shall never be a secret left between us.”
“O yes, yes!--if you please, my lord.”
“My lord, you Pythoness? Do you know what a prophetic word you have
used?”
“How can I know anything when you have told me nothing?”
“It is so difficult to begin, Ira; and there are things, such
essential things, which I am wondering how I can put without offence
to my innocent love. I don’t know how I shall do it, unless--unless
you can imagine yourself to be my wife in actual earnest. Do you think
you can?”
“Perhaps, Richard--if I shut my eyes very tight.”
“Yes; shut them--that is the way--and a seal on each. Now they can’t
open till I break the seal. You are quite blind, Ira? and you must
trust yourself to me. I am going to lead you through gloom and wicked
places--dreadful, ghastly places; but you mustn’t mind--nothing shall
hurt you. Now, are you holding me tight?”
“Yes, Richard. Can’t you feel me?”
* * * * * * * * *
“What do you think, Ira?”
“May I open my eyes?”
“Yes--but wait a minute. There!”
“Shall I be the Honourable Mrs Skene, Richard?”
“So you have jumped to that conclusion? I did not know if you would
see it. What wits women have. Don’t cry so, my pretty bird.”
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