On the day of our visit to Mother Carey I wrote to Lord Skene, giving
him the full particulars of that interview, of the circumstances which
had led _to_, and of the conclusions to be drawn _from_ it. How he
might choose to regard those conclusions, whether in his former
sceptical spirit, or in one more accommodating, could only now, I
said, affect the temper of my resolution, not its inexorableness. He
might make my purpose a dutiful or a rebellious one; he could not turn
me from it. The inference to be drawn from that confession, I
insisted, was too plain to be mistaken by any not wilfully blind; and
the friends who had taken up my cause for me were at least
sufficiently convinced of its justice to be determined to spare no
trouble nor expense in the effort to secure me its last essential
confirmation. I put the whole case to him in a frank, unimpassioned,
and perfectly respectful manner; but I expressed through all an
insistence on my right to act independently in my own behalf, should
he still see fit to refuse me his countenance in the venture. And with
that I ended.
His answer, when it came, was courteous, unconvinced, _entêté_. He
was obliged to me, he said, for my information regarding a certain
unscrupulous transaction, inasmuch as it furnished him with an
effective retort upon the insolence of a scoundrel, should that
scoundrel ever have the effrontery to attempt a new move in what was
virtually a lost game to him. For the rest, he had not changed in his
opinion that it would be the best wisdom to let sleeping dogs lie,
and, for me, to reconsider his suggestion of a compromise, lest
“aiming at all, I lost all.” In the meantime, he had to inform me that
Mr Dalston--aware somehow, no doubt, of a threatening turn in
events--had disappeared from the neighbourhood, leaving his lady in
sole possession of the Lone Farm; and, consequently, that Lady Skene,
induced by circumstances and fortified by my revelation, had been
persuaded into reconsidering her resolve to renounce the world, and
was now in actual fact returned to her duties as wife and mother at
Evercreech, which was after all the end of all ends, so far as he was
concerned.
I said to myself, with a bitter laugh, as I put the letter into the
fire, that I could quite believe it. It was the end of all ends to
him--had always been, and would always be. And then I broke the seal
of another letter which represented the end of all ends to me. Perhaps
I was inconsistent in blaming him. Was I less infatuated myself? I
would have disputed fifty successions that seemed to bar me from that
one peaceful possession.
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