The Great White Hand; Or, the Tiger of Cawnpore: A story of the Indian MutinyMuddock, J. E. (Joyce Emmerson)
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The Great White Hand; Or, the Tiger of Cawnpore: A story of the Indian Mutiny
Muddock, J. E. (Joyce Emmerson)
Anglo-Indian fiction; India -- History -- Sepoy Rebellion, 1857-1858 -- Fiction; Kanpur (India) -- Fiction
“What is the matter with you?” he asked again, with a good deal of
indifference in his tone; for, to confess the truth, his thoughts were
far away. He was racked with doubts and fears, and half-regretted that
he had yielded consent to come to Cawnpore, instead of returning to his
quarters at Meerut.
Her eyes glowed, and her face and neck crimsoned, as she struggled to
conceal the emotion which almost choked her, and which his words had
caused. Her sensitive nature was wounded by his indifference, and she
shrank away, as it were, like a startled fawn.
“Why do you sting me?” she exclaimed, when she could speak.
“Sting you, Haidee! What do you mean?” as he turned upon her quickly,
and coming back again to a sense of his true position.
“Why do you ask me what is the matter, in a tone that betrays too
plainly that you take no interest in the question?”
“Nay, Haidee, there you wrong me.”
“Sooner would I wrong myself than you; but your words remain with
Haidee while your heart is far away.”
“My heart is divided, Haidee, and I give you all of it that I dare. You
are my friend. Every sacrifice I can make I will make for you, if it is
necessary. I will protect you with my life. I cannot do more.”
“Ah!” she sighed; “and yet you can ask me what it is that makes me
sad? There is sorrow at my heart; sorrow at the thought our journey is
ended, and you and I must probably part never to meet again. That is
what is the matter with me.”
“Forgive me, Haidee, if I have hurt you by my seeming thoughtlessness.
I assure you I had no intention of doing so. And though our journey
is for the present ended, do not say we shall part for ever. You have
grown precious to me as a noble, generous, devoted woman; and I vow, by
all that I hold sacred, that I will endeavour never to lose sight of
you as long as I live.”
She trembled with a nameless, pleasurable emotion; her nerves vibrated
like unto the strings of a harp that are swept with a strong wind; for
this man’s words were music to her. “I will endeavour not to lose sight
of you as long as I live.” Had he not spoken them? And they sank to the
deeper depths of her nature. They were like an elixir of life, given to
one whose strength was ebbing away. She yearned for sympathy, and this
man gave it to her. Her soul cried out for kindredship, and it found
it in him. What wonder then that she should be taken captive?--that
beat for beat her heart should answer his? It is given to human beings
to feel the burning rapture of love, but not to solve its mystery; for
it is a mystery as strange as the Sphinx of old; as unsolvable as the
cosmical problems which have puzzled philosophers of all ages.
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