Betrothal -- Fiction; England -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; London (England) -- Fiction
Katherine pressed his hand. The bonfire was towering steadily now in a
great golden pillar of smoke and flame to heaven. The music of the
fiddle and the horn, as though they were its voice, trembled dimly in
the air: all the stars were shining, and a full moon, brittle like
glass, flung a broad silver road of light across the black Peak and the
sea. There was no breeze, but the scent of the flowers from the gardens
on the rocks mingled with the strong briny odour of the sea-pinks that
covered the ground at their feet.
“The spring came all in a moment, like a new scene at the play. I was
introduced to some theatre people, who had a house in the country near
Moscow. You’ve no idea of the slackness and ease of a Russian country
house. People just come and go—the doors are all open, meals are always
going on—there’s always a samovar, and sweets in little glass dishes,
and cold fish and meat and little hot pies. In the evening there was
dancing, and afterwards the men would just sleep about anywhere. I met a
girl there, the first Russian woman who had attracted me. Her name was
Anna Mihailovna, and she was a dancer in the Moscow Ballet.”
He paused, but Katherine said nothing nor did she move.
“She attracted me because she had never known an Englishman before, and
I was exactly what she had always thought an Englishman would be. That
pleased me then—I wanted, I even felt it my duty, to be the typical
Englishman. It wasn’t that she admired the typical Englishman
altogether: she laughed at me a great deal, she laughed at my having
everything so cut and dried, at my dogmatising so easily, at my
disliking Russian unpunctuality and lack of method.
“She thought me rather ridiculous, I fancy, but she felt motherly to me,
and that’s what most Russian women feel to most men. I was just
beginning to love Russia then. I was beginning to dream of its wonderful
secrets, secrets that no one ever discovers, secrets the pursuit of
which make life one long, restless search. Anna fascinated me—she let
me do always as I pleased. She seemed to me freedom itself: I fell madly
in love with her.”
Katherine’s hand gave then a sudden leap in his; he felt the ends of her
fingers pressing against his palm. Some of his confidence had left him:
some of his confidence not only in himself but in his assurance of the
remoteness of his story and the actors in it. He felt as though some
hand were dragging him back into scenes that he had abandoned,
situations that had been dead. The fire and the sea were veiled, and his
eyes, against their will, were fastened upon other visions.
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