Betrothal -- Fiction; England -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; London (England) -- Fiction
her tooth leapt upon her.... It came to her like some malign and secret
enemy, who would influence her not so deeply through actual pain as
through his insistence on what, please God, he would do afterwards. She
hurried home to breakfast through the wet, grey morning, saying to
herself: “It shall not ache! I forbid it to ache! You hear me! You shall
not!” and always that sinister whisper replied in her ear: “Wait. Just
see what I’ll do to you in a moment.”
In her bedroom some iodine, which she applied to her gum, reduced the
inside of her mouth to sawdust; through the dried discomfort of it all
her enemy still beat at her heart ironically.
She was determined that the tooth should not alter her day. She knew how
easily ordinary human beings succumbed—such weakness should not be
hers. Nevertheless her love of honesty compelled her to admit that, this
morning, the house looked horrible. It had, as she had often told
Harriet, been always overcrowded with ‘things’—with mats and jars and
pots and photographs, old books, magazines, ink-bottles, china
ornaments, stones and shells, religious emblems, old calendars, and
again photographs, photographs, photographs.... It was not that the
house was definitely untidy, but that once a thing was there, _there_ it
remained. The place looked like home, because it was filled with
properties that any newcomer would instantly discard. Everything was dim
and faded—carpets, curtains, books, pictures; Katherine, Millie, Henry
could remember how the water-colour of “Rafiel Beach,” the photograph of
Trezent Head, the dining-room marble clock, surmounted by the Goddess
Diana minus her right leg, the book-case in the drawing-room, with rows
and rows of the novels of Anthony Trollope (each in three volumes), the
cuckoo clock in the dark corner on the first landing, the glass case
with sea shells in the hall near the hat-rack, the long row of faded
Trenchard and Faunder photographs in the drawing-room, the little corner
cupboard with the Sunday games in it—Bible Lotto, puzzle map of
Palestine, Bible Questions and Bible Answers—all these things had been
“first there” since the beginning of time, even as the oak on the lawn,
the rough grass meadows that ran to the very posts of the house, the
little wood and the tennis lawn with the brown hole in the middle of it
had always been ‘there.’ Aunt Aggie herself had grown profoundly
accustomed to it all—in her heart she would not have had a shell nor a
photograph removed from its place. Nevertheless, upon this grey Sunday
morning she was oppressed, almost triumphantly, about her sense of the
dinginess and confusion of the house. It was as though she said to
herself: “There! it’s not my tooth at all that makes me feel out of
sorts with things. It’s simply Harriet’s inability to put things
straight.” She found then that everyone was very quiet at
breakfast—‘sulky’ one could be justified in calling it. Moreover, there
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