Betrothal -- Fiction; England -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; London (England) -- Fiction
She was separated from them all. She seemed to know that she was holding
her mother thus for the last time.... Then as her hands tightened, in
very protest, about the slumbering body, she was conscious of the
presence, behind her, just then where she could not see, of the
taunting, laughing figure. She could catch the eyes, the scornful lips,
the thin, defiant attitude.
“I’ll take him back! I’ll take him back!” the laughing figure cried.
But Katherine had her bravery. She summoned it all.
“I’ll beat you!” she answered, her arms tight around her mother. “I’ve
made my choice. He’s mine now whatever you try!”
CHAPTER II
THE MIRROR
Philip had never had any conceit of himself—that is, he could not
remember the time when he had been satisfied with what he had done, or
pleased with the figure that he presented. The selfish actions in his
life had always arisen from unselfish motives, because he had been
afraid of hurting or vexing other people, because he thought other
people finer than himself. Even when, as in the case of Seymour, he
burst out in indignation at something that he felt to be pretentious and
false, he, afterwards, on thinking it over, wondered whether the man
hadn’t after all been right ‘from his point of view.’ It was this
ability to see the other person’s point of view that had been, and would
always be, the curse of his life.
Such men as Philip are not among the fine creatures of the world. Very
rightly they are despised for their weakness, their lack of resistance,
their inability to stand up for themselves. It is possible,
nevertheless, that in heaven they will find that they, too, have their
fine side. And this possibility of an ultimate divine comprehension
irritates, very naturally, their fellow human beings who resent any
defence of weakness. Philip himself would have been the first to resent
it. He never consoled himself with thought of heaven, but took, now and
then, a half-humorous, half-despairing glance at himself, swore, as he
had in those long-ago days sworn about his mother, ‘how this shall never
happen again’, and then once more was defeated by his imagination.
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