Betrothal -- Fiction; England -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; London (England) -- Fiction
If it had been clear that now, after these months of her engagement, she
no longer loved Philip, the matter would have been simple. He would have
proceeded at once to his father and told him all that he knew about
Philip’s Moscow life. But she _did_ love Philip—more, yes, far more,
than ever—nothing could be clearer than that. This love of Katherine’s
burned, unceasingly, in Henry’s brain. With no other human being could
he have felt, so urgently, the flame of it but Katherine, whom he had
known as he had known himself, so sure, so undramatic, so happily
sexless, as she had always seemed to him, that it should be she whom
this passion had transformed! From that moment when he had seen her
embrace of Philip, his imagination had harried him as a dog harries a
rabbit, over the whole scale of the world.... Love, too, that he had
believed was calm, domestic, friendly, reassuring, was in truth unhappy,
rebellious, devastating. In the very hearty of her unhappiness seemed to
be the fire of her love. This removed her from him as though he had been
flung by it into a distant world. And, on every side, he was attacked by
this same thing. There were the women whom he had seen that night with
Philip, there was the woman who had given Philip a son in Russia, there
was here a life, dancing before him, now near him, now far away from
him, intriguing him, shaming him, stirring him, revolting him, removing
him from all his family, isolating him and yet besetting him with the
company of wild, fantastic figures.
He walked the Glebeshire roads, spoke to no one, hated himself, loathed
Philip, was lashed by his imagination, aroused at last to stinging
vitality, until he did not know whither to turn for safety.
* * * * *
He came up to London for the Faunder-Trenchard wedding. Late in the
afternoon that had seen Philip’s conversation with old Mr. Trenchard
Henry came into the drawing-room to discover that tea was over and no
one was there. He looked into the tea-pot and saw that there was nothing
there to cheer him. For a moment he thought of Russia, in which country
there were apparently perpetual samovars boiling upon ever-ready tables.
This made him think of Philip—then, turning at some sudden sound, there
was Aunt Aggie in the doorway.
Aunt Aggie looked cold in spite of the warm weather, and she held her
knitting-needles in her hand defiantly, as though she were carrying them
to reassure a world that had unjustly accused her of riotous living.
“It’s simply rotten,” said Henry, crossly. “One comes in expecting tea
and it’s all over. Why can’t they have tea at the ordinary time?”
“That’s it,” said Aunt Aggie, settling herself comfortably into the
large arm-chair near the fireplace. “Thinking of yourself, Henry, of
course. Learn to be unselfish or you’ll never be happy in _this_ world.
I remember when I was a girl—”
“Look here!” Henry interrupted. “Has Philip been here this afternoon?”
“Mr. Mark? Yes, he has.”
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