Betrothal -- Fiction; England -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; London (England) -- Fiction
“And it’s hurting her,” he went on, “hurting her more than ever anything
has done. It’s her own fault in a way. I warned her long ago. But never
mind that. You must realise what you’re doing.”
“I do realise it,” Katherine answered firmly. “It needn’t hurt her
really, if her love for me is stronger than her hatred of Philip. I’ve
thought it all out. If she loves me she’ll see that my love for her
isn’t changed at all,—that it’s there just as it always was; that it’s
only that she has _made_ me choose, either Phil’s happiness or
unhappiness. I can only choose one way. He’s ready to give up
everything, surrender all the splendid things he was going to do, give
up half of me, perhaps more, to the family—perhaps more. He hates the
life here, but he’ll live it, under Mother and grandfather and the rest,
for my sake. It isn’t fair that he should. Mother, if she loves me, will
see that. But I don’t believe,” here Katherine’s voice trembled again,
“that she cares for _anything_ so much as beating Philip. He’s the first
person in the world who ever opposed her.... She knows that I’ll love
her always, always, but Phil’s life shan’t be spoilt. Nothing matters
beside that.”
She stopped, her breast heaving, her eyes flashing; he looked at her and
was amazed, as in his queer, isolated life he had never been before, at
what love can do to the soul.
“Life’s for the young,” he said, “you’re right, Katherine. Your Mother
will never forgive me, but I’ll help you.”
“No,” Katherine said, “_you’re_ not to be involved, Uncle Tim. Mother
mustn’t lose _anyone_ afterwards. You’re to know nothing about it. I
shall leave a note with someone to be taken up to the house at half-past
nine. I’ve told you because I wanted you to know, but you’re not to have
anything to do with it. But you’ll love me just the same, won’t you?
_You_ won’t be any different, will you? I had to know that. With you and
Millie and Aunt Betty and Father caring for me afterwards, it won’t be
quite like breaking with the family. Only, Uncle Tim, I want you to do
for me what you can with Mother. I’ve explained everything to you, so
that you can tell her—show her.”
“I’ll do my best,” he said. Then he caught her and hugged her.
“Good luck,” he said—and she was gone.
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