Betrothal -- Fiction; England -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; London (England) -- Fiction
He entered his familiar room, looked with disgust at his dinner-jacket
and trousers lying upon the bed (he hated dressing for dinner), and then
wandered up and down, dragging a book from the book-case and pushing it
impatiently back again, stumbling over his evening slippers, pulling his
coat off and allowing it to fall, unregarded, on to the floor.
Katherine!... Katherine?... What was ‘up’ with Katherine?
He had, in any case, been greatly upset by the events of the day. The
crisis for which he had so long been waiting had at length arrived, and,
behold, it had been no crisis at all. Superficially it had been nothing
... in its reality it had shaken, finally, destructively, the
foundations of everything upon which his life had been built. He
remembered, very clearly, the family’s comments upon the case of a young
man known to them all, who, engaged to a girl in Polchester, had
confessed, just before the marriage, that he had had a mistress for
several years in London, who was however now happily married to a
gentleman of means and had no further claim on him. The engagement had
been broken off, with the approval of all the best families in
Glebeshire. Henry remembered that his mother had said that it was not
only the immorality of the young man but also his continued secrecy
concerning the affair that was so abominable, that, of course, “young
men must be young men, but you couldn’t expect a nice girl”—and so on.
He remembered all this very clearly, and he had decided at the time that
if he ever had a mistress he would take very good care that no one knew
about her. That had been a year ago ... and now! He was bewildered,
almost breathless with a kind of dismayed terror as to what the world
might possibly be coming to. His mother! of whom at least one thing had
surely been unalterable—that she, herself, would never change. And now
she had taken this thing without horror, without anger, almost with
complacency.
She had known of it for months!
It was as though he had cherished a pet with the happy conviction that
it was a kitten and had suddenly discovered it to be a cub. And out of
this confusion of a wrecked and devastated world there emerged the
conviction “that there was something more behind all this”, that “his
mother had some plan.” He did not see at all what her plan could
possibly be, but she appeared before him now as a sinister and menacing
figure, someone who had been close to him for so many years, but whose
true immensity he had never even remotely perceived.
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