Betrothal -- Fiction; England -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; London (England) -- Fiction
“I do indeed hope that she will be very happy ... but life will never be
the same again. We mustn’t be selfish, of course, but we shall miss
her—terribly.”
At a later hour George Trenchard, in pyjamas and a dressing gown,
knocked on his wife’s door. She opened it, and he found her fully
clothed; she had, it seemed to him, been reading.
He looked at her; he felt very wretched and uncomfortable.
“Father’s asleep,” he said.
“I’m glad of that,” she answered.
“I think he’ll be none the worse in the morning.”
“I hope not. Dr. Pierson seemed reassured.”
There was a pause; in spite of his bedroom slippers, his feet were cold.
“Harriet.”
“Yes, George.”
“I only wanted to say—well, I don’t know—only that—I’m sorry if
this—this business of Katherine’s—has been a great blow to you.”
Her mind returned to that day, now so long ago, when, after her visit to
the Stores, she had gone to his study. Their position now was reversed.
But she was tired; she did not care. George did not exist for her.
“It has surprised me, of course,” she answered, in her even, level
voice. “I thought Katherine cared more for us all than she has shown
that she does. I certainly thought so. Perhaps my pride is hurt.”
By making this statement—not especially to George, but to the world in
general—she could say to herself: “You see how honest you are. You are
hiding nothing.”
He meanwhile hated his position, but was driven on by a vague sense that
she needed comfort, and that he ought to give it her.
“See here, Harriet,” he said, awkwardly, “perhaps it needn’t be so bad.
Nothing very terrible’s happened, I mean. After all, they were going to
marry anyway. They’ve only done it a bit sooner. They might have told
us, it’s true—they ought to have told us—but, after all, young people
will be young people, won’t they? We can’t be very angry with them. And
young Mark isn’t quite an Englishman, you know. Been abroad so long.”
As he spoke he dwindled and dwindled before her until his huge, healthy
body seemed like a little speck, a fly, crawling upon the distant wall.
“Nothing very terrible’s happened” ... “_Nothing very terrible’s
happened_” ... “NOTHING VERY TERRIBLE’S HAPPENED.”
George, who, during these many years had been very little in her life,
disappeared, as he made that speech, utterly and entirely out of it. He
was never to figure in it again, but he did not know that.
He suddenly sat down beside her on the old sofa and put his arm round
her. She did not move.
They sat there in utter silence. At last desperately, as though he were
committing the crime of his life, he kissed her. She patted his hand.
“You look tired,” he said, feeling an immense relief, now that he had
done his duty. “You go to bed.”
“Good night, George dear,” she said.
He raised his big body from the sofa, smiled at her and padded away....
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