"P.S.--I always suspect you of having, consciously or unconsciously,
possessed yourself of the affections of a young lady who shall be
nameless. A word to the wise: make good use of your opportunities,
for there are other aspirants in the field--a certain brilliant young
naval officer not unknown to you. Moreover his chance appears to be a
good one. You must waste no more time."
It happened that Luke FitzHenry was in a dangerous mood when he read
this letter. He had been up half the night. The captain had been
cross-grained and unreasonable. Even the mildest of us has his moments
of clear-sightedness when he sees the world and the hollowness thereof.
Luke saw this and more when he had read Mrs. Harrington's evil
communication. He seemed to have reached the end of things, when his
present life became no longer tolerable. It must be remembered that
this man was passionate and very resolute. Moreover he had been
handicapped from the beginning of his life by a tendency to go wrong.
He was not a good subject for ill-fortune.
It was his duty to go ashore with papers to be delivered at the agent's
office. He delivered his papers and then he went to the cable office.
He telegraphed the single word "Milksop" to Willie Carr in London.
When he got back to the Croonah, worn out, dirty, and morose, the
passengers were not yet astir. He had an unsatisfactory breakfast, and
went to his cabin for a few hours' necessary sleep. He had given way
to a great temptation, not as the weak give way, on the spur of the
moment, with hesitation, but as a strong man--strong, even in his
weaknesses.
He did it after mature deliberation--did it thoroughly and carefully,
without the least intention of regretting it afterwards. He was
desperate and driven. He could not think of life without Agatha, and
he did not see why he should be called upon to do so. Ill fortune had
dogged him from his childhood. He had borne it all, morosely but
without a murmur. He was going to turn at last. The Croonah must go.
She was well insured, he knew that. That the cargo was fully covered
against loss he could safely suppose. As to the passengers and the
crew, none of them should suffer; he thought he was a clever enough
sailor for that.
So he laid him down in his little cabin to sleep, while the sun rose
over the blue Mediterranean, while some passengers went ashore and
others came on board, while the single word "Milksop" was spelt over a
continent; and he was still sleeping when the anchor was jerked up from
its muddy bed, and the watchers on pier and harbour looked their last
on the grand old Croonah.
A breeze was blowing out in the open, one of those bright westerly
breezes that bring a breath of the Atlantic into the Mediterranean, and
often make the short passage from Malta to Gibraltar the worst part of
the voyage from India to the Channel.
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