And at last the woman's vanity was satisfied; it was thrown a sop that
would suffice for its eternal greed. Luke had done this thing for her.
She was quick enough to guess how and why, for she knew Willie Carr.
She knew that good ships are thrown away for money's sake. The Croonah
had been thrown away for her sake--the Croonah, the patient, obedient
servant to Luke's slightest word, almost an animal in its mechanical
intelligence, filling that place in the sailor's heart that some men
reserve for their horses and others for their wives. Women have been
jealous of a ship before now. Eve was jealous of the Terrific; Agatha
had always been jealous of the Croonah. And now the ship had been
thrown away for her, and with his ship Luke had cast away his
unrivalled reputation as a seaman, his honour as a gentleman, his
conscience. He was a criminal, a thief, a murderer for Agatha's sake.
She, true to her school, to her generation, to her training, was proud
of it; for she was one of those unhappy women who will not have their
lovers love honour more.
There was a sudden roar far down in the bowels of the vessel, and
immediately volumes of steam issued from every skylight. The inrushing
sea had broken down the bulk-heads, the water had reached the
engine-rooms. In an instant Luke was alive to the danger--the good
sailor that was within the man all awake. His trained ears and the
tread of his feet on the deck told him that the screw was still.
"Come," he cried to Agatha, "you must get away in the next boat."
But Agatha resisted his arm. That which had hitherto been mere
pertness in her manner and carriage had suddenly grown into a strong
determination. The woman was cool and fearless.
"Not without you," she answered. "I will not leave the ship until you
do."
"I must stay till the last," he said.
She looked at him with a little smile, for women love courage, though
it sometimes frightens them. She never dreamt of danger to either of
them. Her trust in Luke was all-sufficient, without reserve, without
hesitation.
"Then I will stay too."
For a moment his iron nerve--a nerve which had deliberately planned all
this destruction--wavered.
"Why did you not let me know you were coming?" he asked desperately.
"I had no time," she answered, with a singular shortness, for she could
not tell him that a letter from Mrs. Harrington to her mother--the
companion to that received by Luke at Valetta--had brought about this
sudden decision. She could not tell him that, egged on by a
transparent hint from Mrs. Harrington that Luke was to be her heir, she
and her mother had taken the first boat to Malta; that she had
deliberately planned to marry him for the money that was to be his.
Such a confession was impossible at that time; with his arms still
round her, the mere thought of it nauseated her. For a moment, she saw
herself as others had seen her--a punishment which for some women is
quite sufficient.
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