There was a rasping sound as he drew his first and second fingers
across his closely shaven chin. It is a singular thing that cynics
usually reserve their keenest shafts for women.
"At last I informed Rosa that they must be told to go, and Rosa was
very angry. It was her pride--the pride of a new-fledged hostess, of a
young matron. She was Spanish, and hot tempered. My inhospitality was
terrible to her, and she spoke sharply. I was quicker to feel and to
act then than I am now. I answered her. I would not give way,
thinking, as I was, of the son we hoped for. It was nothing, but we
raised our voices. In the heat of the argument I lifted my hand. Rosa
thought that I was going to strike her--a strange mistake. She stepped
back and fell. You know our marble floors. She struck her temple
against the floor, and she lay quite still. I heard a sound, and
turning, saw Mrs. Harrington in the doorway. She had been listening;
she had seen everything. Rosa never recovered consciousness; she died.
It was terribly easy for her to die. It was equally hard for me to
continue living. Mrs. Harrington helped me in my great sorrow to a
certain extent, but she would not help me by going away. Then, as soon
as Rosa was buried, she told me that unless I gave her money she would
tell all Spain that I had murdered my wife. At first I did not
understand. I did not know that God had created women such as this.
But she made her meaning quite clear. Indeed to do this thoroughly,
she hinted to the neighbours that she knew more than she had disclosed.
All Majorca would turn its back upon me--all except Challoner. I paid
the woman. I have paid her ever since, and I do not regret it. What
else could I do? After many generations of honour and uprightness I
could not let the name of Lloseta fall into the hands of a low woman
such as Mrs. Harrington. I had to pay heavily, but it was still cheap.
I saved the name. No breath of dishonour has reached the name of De
Lloseta de Mallorca. I got her out of Majorca, and my old friend
Challoner set himself the task of silencing the gossips. But I found
that I had to leave Lloseta--for the name's sake I quitted my home."
He spread out his hands with a patient gesture of resignation.
"Such has been my life," he went on. "It has been spent in preserving
the name unspotted, in paying Mrs. Harrington, and in praying the good
God to make her life unhappy and short. In His greater wisdom He
prolonged her life, but it was never a happy one, for God is just. I
am the last of the Llosetas. The name will die, but it has lived for
six hundred years, and it dies as it lived--unspotted--one of the great
names of the world."
He broke off with a little laugh.
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