Having shut and locked the armoury door behind me, I stood a great while
very still on the steps in the black shadow; for nothing could I see,
though I looked till my eyes ached. So I set out with my sword bare in
my hand, and my left hand hafting an easily-drawn dagger. I declare if
I had only known for certain that the thing which troubled the house was
naught but flesh and blood, I had not cared the tickling of a Flemish
poulet. For I was growing to rejoice in adventure, believing that my
own luck was to win through in safety whatever might befall to others.
Indeed I never loved a leg-lagging, grease-collecting life, like that of
a burgher or a cellarer. But rather to strip and lay on till the arm
dirls with striking—that is, in a just cause, of course. Although
sometimes, if your chief so command, one must strike without inquiring
with too queasy a conscience, like a mere yea-forsoothing knave, what
may be the cause for which ye are set to drive the steel. For it is
soldierly to strike first and inquire the cause after—that is, if the
man live.
But I ride the wild mare whenever I lay the reins on the neck of my
goose-quill. And since I love to keep the pages even and the lines
straight, anything that will serve to fill up the tale of my day’s doing
goes down. But pleasant writing maketh not always good or full-mattered
reading.
I stood therefore awhile outside the armoury door and saw only the
drifted snow and the line of white roofs against a dark sky. So, having
little hope of discovery by waiting like a dancer outside a ring, I
stepped lightly down, being shod in soft double hosen without leathern
shoon, so that my feet made no noise on the frosty snow. About the
house I stole, gliding from shelter to shelter, till I came to the edge
of the cliff, where I could hear, but not see, the breaker waves
crisping and clapping upon the shore. At such a time the sea is black.
But so much blacker was the night that I saw it not even when I looked
straight down upon it.
Turning, I made the circuit of the castle, but still found nothing.
Then I minded me how it was by the barn that Sandy had seen the vision
which had affrighted him. So I set teeth and gripped blade tighter, and
took my way to the barn door. It stood wide and vacant, gaping at me
like an open sepulchre.
I will admit that it required all my courage boldly to go in, for it is
hard to enter that which is the blackness of darkness to you, with the
knowledge that all the while you stand the fairest of targets in the
doorway. But because, as my father had told me, it is ever better to
pursue than to flee, I stepped within with elbow crooked for the thrust,
and dagger arm cleared of the cloak.
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