“But there remains another point connected with the affair about which
it is due to myself that I should say something, although it is one the
particulars of which you doubtless hoped could by no possibility reach
me.
“When you first induced me to promise to become your wife you begged of
me to keep our engagement a secret from everyone till you should give
me leave to speak of it. It was a request to which I weakly acceded,
although I was made very unhappy thereby. Not that I had the faintest
notion of the base advantage which you proposed to take of my silence.
But I am ignorant no longer. You were afraid that if the fact of our
engagement were made public it might reach the ears of one to whom you
were already bound by a solemn promise of marriage. It was not that you
cared in the least about your promise; your fear was lest certain
compromising letters written by you from time to time might be brought
up in judgment against you, and not till an opportunity should offer
itself for you to regain possession of them were you willing that your
engagement to me should become known.
“The wished-for opportunity came at last, and you, who doubtless would
be highly indignant if anyone were to speak of you as other than a
gentleman and a man of honour—you condescended to break open and rifle
the workbox of her into whose ear, only a few hours before, you had
been whispering false vows of love and constancy! But you had your
reward; you got back your letters; you had no longer anything to fear,
or so you flattered yourself. You hurried back to me and told me
smilingly that the need for keeping our engagement a secret no longer
existed. I have taken the trouble of writing to you at so much length
in order to prove to you that the full measure of your baseness is
known to me. How utterly mean and despicable you have become in my
eyes, in what utter loathing and contempt I hold you, I leave you to
imagine for yourself—and you could scarcely imagine anything that
exceeds the reality.
“ETHEL THURSBY.”
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