But there was another series of lessons which Luigi was compelled by
his grandfather to undergo, and which to him were a source of torture
almost as keen, although different in kind, as that caused him by his
classical studies. The lessons in question were those necessitated by
the art of learning to ride. As it happened, Luigi had never been on
horseback in his life, nor would he ever of his own free will have
aspired to that “bad eminence.” Both morally and physically he was an
arrant coward, and, from his point of view, everyone who bestrode a
horse ran a certain amount of risk to life and limb, which, for his
part, he would very gladly have eschewed had it been in his power to do
so. But his grandfather’s orders were imperative, and there was nothing
for him but to obey with the best grace possible. So, there being no
such thing as a riding-school at Mapleford, Mr. Marsh from the
livery-stables came over to the Chase on three afternoons in each week
“in order to put the young squire through his paces,” as he termed it.
Never, as later on he openly avowed, had he had a pupil who made such
slow progress and did him so little credit. “He’s a regular funker,
that’s what he is,” he would tell his wife in confidence. “He has no
more pluck than a chicken. Not a bit like his father used to be at his
age. Why, before Master Alec was eighteen, there was hardly a fence or
a gate in the county that he hadn’t topped. This chap will never top
one as long as he lives.”
Truth to tell, Luigi never succeeded in getting the better of the
nervousness which invariably assailed him the moment he found himself
astride a horse’s back. After he had taken his twentieth lesson his
timidity was as extreme as when he took his first. He was a coward by
nature, and it was impossible for him to be anything else.
Being the kind of young man he was, that he should be terribly bored by
the limitations of his life at the Chase goes without saying. To begin
with, he hated the country. He missed his London acquaintances and the
free-and-easy life to which he had been used in the metropolis. Then
again, as the days and weeks went by, he never quite succeeded in
feeling at his ease when in the presence of Sir Gilbert, nor even of
demeaning himself as if he were. When they were together, it seemed as
though he were unable to rid himself of a vivid sense of the guilty
part he was playing, such as rarely troubled his easy-going conscience
at other times. His manner was timid and nervous; indeed, whenever the
Baronet betrayed an extra touch of irritability, it might almost be
termed servile. He had somewhat the air of a cur who is conscious that
the lash may come down on him at any moment.
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