“When you quit the Chase,” he went on, “I shall lose that which to me
is the most precious object on earth, and who shall say whether I shall
ever find it again? Ethel, on that April day which now seems so long
ago that I could fancy it pertained to some prior state of existence, I
told you that I loved you, and asked you to become my wife. Your answer
was, that you had no love to give me, and that you could never marry
me. I took my dismissal and went—indeed, there was nothing else left me
to do—not knowing whether I should ever see you again. Then, when, one
morning, months afterwards, I came suddenly upon you in one of the
garden-paths at the Chase, it seemed as if the gates of Paradise must
have opened, and that you had come down its golden stairs to meet me
face to face. And the same instant my love for you, which I had locked
up in the innermost chamber of my heart as a priceless treasure once
more flooded all my being with a rapture of hope. Ethel, that hope has
not yet deserted me. If I have not spoken before, it has been because I
feared to startle you, because I trembled lest my audacity might be the
cause of my losing what I possessed already—your friendship—and yet
give me nothing in return. But now the day of timid counsels is over,
and at the risk of losing everything I cast silence to the winds. You
_must_ hear me, you _must_ know all, let your sentence be what it may.”
He poured forth the words with a fervour with which few who knew him
would have credited the ordinarily quiet, self-contained and somewhat
self-repressed Everard Lisle. They were both still seated on the trunk
of the fallen tree, and he now drew a little closer to Ethel, who, all
this time, had been gazing straight before her with a strangely rapt
expression on her face.
“So now again to-day,” he went on, “I am going to ask you the self-same
question that I asked you on your birthday——”
“Stay! Do not speak another word till you have heard what I have to
say.”
She had turned and was facing him, the delicate roses of her cheeks
somewhat blanched, but her eyes shining clear and full like twin stars
of morning. There was that in the way she spoke which compelled
attention. Everard was struck dumb. Man though he was, his heart
fluttered like a frightened bird. What was he about to be told? That he
was too late?—that some rival had been beforehand with him? Where was
all his happy confidence now? It seemed to him as if his face had
turned grey and old. A shiver went through him from head to foot.
“Come,” said Ethel, “let us walk awhile. I have much to tell you.”
She rose, and, like an automaton, he did the same. They turned and,
side by side, began to pace the turfy margin of the pool. Ethel did not
at once break the silence. Many emotions were at work within her, and
she wanted to assure herself that she had them well under control
before she spoke again.
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