It would be a difficult matter to analyse John Clare’s thoughts and
feelings as he journeyed homeward after parting from Kirby Griggs. That
which had been no more than a supposition when he left the Chase a few
hours before, had now been converted into an indisputable fact. He was
going back home to greet his new-found daughter, and that daughter was
none other than she who had hitherto been known to the world as Ethel
Thursby!
Now did he understand how it happened that from the first he had felt
himself so unaccountably drawn towards her. He had read something in
her face which had at once puzzled and attracted him; it had been to
him like one of those faces which sometimes confront one in dreams,
which one seems to know vaguely, but which utterly sets at defiance all
one’s efforts to endue it with a personality. But surmise and
conjecture were at an end. She was his child—his own! He had proved it
beyond the possibility of a doubt. So strange, so bewildering, and yet
so wonderfully sweet did it seem, that for the time he was as a man
walking in a phantasy.
Everard Lisle, on reaching London, had found Luigi Rispani and had
obtained from him the address he subsequently gave John Clare, which
enabled the latter to go direct to the boarding-house where his wife
was staying.
Luigi was in doleful dumps. The bill for one hundred and twenty pounds,
which bore the joint signatures of himself and his uncle, had fallen
due, and the sum total which the pair of them could scrape together
towards meeting it did not amount to much over thirty pounds. To make
matters worse for the younger man, for the last few days Captain
Verinder had been missing both from his lodgings and his usual haunts,
nor did anyone seem to know what had become of him. But pity in such
cases is but cold comfort, and he did not content himself with that.
Before parting from Luigi he put into his hand a cheque for the full
amount of the promissory note.
Everard Lisle’s capital did not amount to much more than three hundred
pounds in all, and was made up of a small legacy bequeathed him by a
relative, supplemented by his own savings, for he had no extravagances
and was of a thrifty disposition. To finish with this incident, it may
be recorded that about a fortnight later John Clare asked Everard to be
the bearer of a cheque for a hundred and twenty pounds from him to
Luigi Rispani. He had been reading over for the second time the notes
of the interview between Luigi and Sir Gilbert, after the former’s
release from the strong room, as transcribed by Everard from his
shorthand memoranda, after which he had gone to his father and made
certain representations to him, the outcome of which was the cheque in
question.
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