It was the only cloud on Ethel’s happiness. If her mother were dead,
why had she not been frankly told that such was the case? If she were
still alive, could it be that all mention of her name had been
purposely omitted because she had been guilty of something which must
keep her and her daughter for ever apart? But when Ethel asked herself
this question, which she did more than once, her thoughts at once
reverted to that unknown Mrs. Clare about whom she had heard so much,
while staying at the Shrublands, who was said to be the daughter-in-law
of Sir Gilbert Clare, and to be an Italian by birth, who had lived for
a short time at Maylings, but who seemed to have suddenly left the
neighbourhood, for what reason Ethel had never been told, only a few
days prior to the arrival of Lady Pell and herself at Withington Chase.
Then came another inevitable question. “Was Mrs. Clare of Maylings my
mother?”
She had gathered from various remarks which Lady Pell had let drop from
time to time, that Sir Gilbert had had four sons in all, but that only
the eldest had lived to arrive at man’s estate. If such were the case,
and if the late tenant of Maylings were really Sir Gilbert’s
daughter-in-law, then it seemed to follow as a certainty that she could
be the wife of none other than John Alexander Clare—of the man whom
she, Ethel, now knew to be her father!
It was a startling conclusion to come to, but, under the circumstances,
none other seemed possible.
In accordance with the promise he had made Giovanna, and after
consultation with his father, John Clare wrote to a London solicitor
empowering him to wait upon Mrs. Clare and propose certain pecuniary
arrangements for her acceptance. Return of post brought a reply to the
effect that on inquiry at Mrs. Clare’s lodgings it had been found that
she was temporarily out of town and that the date of her return was
uncertain. Evidently till she should have returned nothing further
could be done in the matter.
But at this time John Clare’s wife was much nearer him that he was
aware of. The sudden appearance before her of the husband whom she had
long believed to be dead, and the astounding news of which he was the
bearer, had combined to produce in Giovanna’s mind a feeling of bitter
remorse, as regarded certain episodes of the past, to which she had
heretofore been a stranger. To know that, as a consequence of her
misdeeds, she had forfeited all a mother’s rights and privileges, that
her daughter would be taught to think of her either as of one dead, or,
if as still living, as of one the mere mention of whose name was enough
to bring the blush of shame to her cheek, was to drink deeply of the
waters of Marah.
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