World War, 1914-1918 -- Personal narratives, British
It was at lunch one day before we had left the château. A trickle
of sun filtered down into the cellar where the Major, one other
subaltern and myself were lunching off bully beef and ration pickles.
Every now and again an H.E. shell exploded outside, in the road along
which infantry were constantly passing. One burst was followed by
piercing screams. My heart gave a leap and I sprang for the stairs
and out. Across the way lay three bodies, a great purple stain on the
pavement, the mark of a direct hit on the wall against which one was
huddled. I ran across. Their eyes were glassy, their faces black.
Grey fingers curled upwards from a hand that lay back down. Then the
screams came again from the corner house. I dashed in. Our corporal
signaller was trying to bandage a man whose right leg was smashed
and torn open, blood and loose flesh everywhere. He lay on his back,
screaming. Other screams came from round the corner. I went out
again and down the passage saw a man, his hands to his face, swaying
backwards and forwards.
I ran to him. “Are you hit?”
He fell on to me. “My foot! Oh, my foot! Christ!”
Another officer, from the howitzer battery, came running. We formed a
bandy chair and began to carry him up towards the road.
“Don’t take me up there,” he blubbered. “Don’t take me there!”
We had to. It was the only way, to step over those three black-faced
corpses and into that house, where there was water and bandages.
There was a padre there now and another man. I left them and returned
to the cellar to telephone for an ambulance. I was cold, sick. But
they weren’t _our_ dead. They weren’t our gunners with whose faces
one was familiar, who were part of our daily life. The feeling
passed, and I was able to go on with the bully beef and pickles and
the war.
During the weeks that followed the last raid I was to learn
differently. They were harassing weeks with guns dotted all over the
zone. The luck seemed to have turned, and it was next to impossible
to find a place for a gun which the Hun didn’t immediately shell
violently. Every gun had, of course, a different pin-point, and map
work became a labour, map work and the difficulty of battery control
and rationing. One’s brain was keyed incessantly up to concert pitch.
Various changes had taken place. We had been taken into Right Group
and headquarters was established in a practically unshelled farm
with one section beside it. Another section was right forward in the
Brickstack. The third was away on the other side of the zone, an
enfilade section which I handed over, lock, stock and barrel, to the
section commander, who had his own O.P. in Moat Farm, and took on his
own targets. We were all extremely happy, doing a lot of shooting.
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