World War, 1914-1918 -- Personal narratives, British
We caught the others who were waiting round the corner well to
a flank. I handed the things we’d brought to the mess cook, and
asked the corporal clerk if he’d come with me to make sure that the
subaltern and the gunners had got away all right.
We went wide and got round to the rear of the position. Not a sign
of any of the detachments in any houses round about. Then we worked
our way up a hedge which led to the rear of the guns, dropping flat
for shells to burst. They were more on the farm now than the guns. We
reached the signal pit,--a sort of dug-out with a roof of pit props,
and earth and a trench dug to the entrance.
The corporal went along the trench. “Christ!” he said, and came
blindly back.
For an instant the world spun. Without seeing I saw. Then I climbed
along the broken trench. A five-nine had landed on the roof of the
pit and crashed everything in.
A pair of boots was sticking out of the earth.--
He had been in charge of the battery for _me_. From the safety of
the cellar he had gone out to see if the men were all right. He had
done _my_ job!
Gunners came with shovels. In five minutes we had him out. He was
still warm. The doctor was on his way. We carried him out of the
shelling on a duck board. Some of the gunners went on digging for the
other boy. The doctor was there by the time we’d carried him to the
road. He was dead.
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A pair of boots sticking out of the earth.
For days I saw nothing else. That jolly fellow whom I’d left
laughing, sitting down to write a letter to his wife,--a pair of
boots sticking out. Why? Why?
We had laid him in a cottage. The sergeant and I went back, and by
the light of a candle which flickered horribly, emptied his pockets
and took off his ring. How cold Death was. It made him look ten years
younger.
Then we put him into an army blanket with his boots on and all his
clothes. The only string we had was knotted. It took a long time to
untie it. At last it was done.
A cigarette holder, a penknife, a handkerchief, the ring. I took them
out with me into the moonlight, all that King and country had left of
him.
What had this youngster been born for, sent to a Public School,
earned his own living and married the pretty girl whose photo I had
seen in the dug-out? To die like a rat in a trap, to have his name
one day in the Roll of Honour and so break two hearts, and then be
forgotten by his country because he was no more use to it. What was
the worth of Public School education if it gave the country no
higher ideal than war?--to kill or be killed. Were there no brains
in England big enough to avert it? He hadn’t wanted it. He was a
representative specimen. What had he joined for? Because all his pals
had. He didn’t want them to call him coward. For that he had left his
wife and his home, and to-morrow he would be dropped into a hole in
the ground and a parson would utter words about God and eternal life.
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