World War, 1914-1918 -- Personal narratives, British
Sometime or other the Babe, the Stand-by and the other lad got some
tea down in the cellar and fell asleep over their cups. Sometime or
other I too got some tea, closed my eyes and fell off the box on
which I was sitting. Sometime or other we got the order to cease
fire and seek covered positions for the day’s work. Time, as one
ordinarily recognizes it, had ceased. There was no night, marked by
rest, nor day divided off into duties and meals. Time was all one,
a blurry mixture of dark and cold; light, which hurt one’s eyes,
and sweat. Sleep and rest were not. What was happening we did not
know. It might have been the end of the world and we shouldn’t have
known till we were in the next. There were just guns to be fired at
given points for ever and ever, always and always, world with or
without end, amen. Guns, guns and nothing but guns, in front, behind,
right and left, narrowing down to those of mine which grew hot and
were sponged out and went on again and still on, unhurriedly,
remorselessly into the German advance, and would go on long and long
after I was dead.
One’s mind refused to focus anything but angles and ranges and
ammunition supply. There was nothing of importance in the world but
those three things, whether we moved on or stayed where we were,
whether we walked or whether we rode, whether we ate or whether we
starved. In a sort of detached fog one asked questions and gave
orders about food and forage and in the same fog food eventually
appeared while one stared at the map and whispered another range
which the Stand-by shouted down the line of guns.
With spades we cut a gap in a hedge which shut off an orchard from
the road. The ditch was filled with stones and bricks from the farm.
The horses took the guns in one by one, and other gaps were cut in
the front hedge for the gun muzzles. Platforms were dug and trail
beds, and ammunition began to pile up beside each gun as the sun came
out and thinned the fog.
A telephone line ran away across the fields and a new voice came
through the receiver, tickling one’s ear,--that of an uncaptured
Colonel of a captured brigade who honoured us by taking command of
our brigade. With a shaven face and washed hands he had looked upon
our bearded chins and foul appearance and talked of the condition of
our horses.
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