World War, 1914-1918 -- Personal narratives, British
Except when shooting all our men were kept underground in gas masks,
beating the gas away with “flappers.” The shelling was so ceaseless
and violent round about the position that when men were sent from
one section to another with messages they went in couples, their
departure being telephoned to the section. If their arrival was not
reported within ten minutes a search party was sent to find them. To
put one’s head above ground at any moment of day or night was to take
one’s life in one’s hands. Ammunition went up, and gun pits caught
fire and the rain of shells never ceased. To get to the O.P. one had
to fling oneself flat in a ditch countless times, always with an ear
stretched for the next shell. From minute to minute it was a toss-up,
and blackened corpses and screaming, mangled wounded left a bloody
trail in the stinking, cobbled streets. The peace sector!
Was it just a Boche measure to prevent us from using the town as
billets any more? Or was it a retaliation for the taking of the
Messines Ridge which we had watched from our chimney not many weeks
before, watched in awe and wonder, thanking God we were not taking
part in that carnage? The unhealthy life and the unceasing strain
told even on the Major. We were forced to live by the light of
candles in a filthy cellar beneath the château, snatching uneasy
periods of rest when one lay on a bunk with goggles on one’s smarting
eyes, breathing with labour, listening to the heavy thud of shells up
above and the wheezing and sneezing of the unfortunate signallers,
getting up and going about one’s work in a sort of stupor, dodging
shells rather by instinct than reason and tying up wounded with a
dull sickness at the pit of one’s stomach.
But through it all one’s thoughts of home intertwined with the reek
of death like honeysuckle with deadly nightshade, as though one’s
body were imprisoned in that foul underground hole while one’s mind
soared away and refused to come back. It was all a strange dream,
a clammy nightmare. Letters came, filled with all the delicious
everyday doings of another world, filling one’s brain with a scent of
verbena and briar rose, like the cool touch of a woman’s hands on the
forehead of a man in delirium.
8
On the morning of the fifth day the gas shelling ceased and the big
stuff became spasmodic,--concentrations of twenty minutes’ duration.
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