The Grey Woman and other TalesGaskell, Elizabeth Cleghorn
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The Grey Woman and other Tales
Gaskell, Elizabeth Cleghorn
England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Short stories
Night came on; the sounds of daily life died away into silence; the
children’s voices were no more heard; the poultry were all gone to
roost; the beasts of burden to their stables; and travellers were
housed. Then Thekla came in softly and quietly, and took up her
appointed place, after she had done all in her power for my comfort.
I felt that I was in no state to be left all those weary hours which
intervened between sunset and sunrise; but I did feel ashamed that
this young woman, who had watched by me all the previous night, and
for aught I knew, for many before, and had worked hard, been run off
her legs, as English servants would say, all day long, should come and
take up her care of me again; and it was with a feeling of relief that
I saw her head bend forwards, and finally rest on her arms, which had
fallen on the white piece of sewing spread before her on the table. She
slept; and I slept. When I wakened dawn was stealing into the room,
and making pale the lamplight. Thekla was standing by the stove, where
she had been preparing the bouillon I should require on wakening. But
she did not notice my half-open eyes, although her face was turned
towards the bed. She was reading a letter slowly, as if its words were
familiar to her, yet as though she were trying afresh to extract some
fuller or some different meaning from their construction. She folded
it up softly and slowly, and replaced it in her pocket with the quiet
movement habitual to her. Then she looked before her, not at me, but
at vacancy filled up by memories; and as the enchanter brought up the
scenes and people which she saw, but I could not, her eyes filled with
tears—tears that gathered almost imperceptibly to herself as it would
seem—for when one large drop fell on her hands (held slightly together
before her as she stood) she started a little, and brushed her eyes
with the back of her hand, and then came towards the bed to see if I
was awake. If I had not witnessed her previous emotion, I could never
have guessed that she had any hidden sorrow or pain from her manner;
tranquil, self-restrained as usual. The thought of this letter haunted
me, especially as more than once I, wakeful or watchful during the
ensuing nights, either saw it in her hands, or suspected that she had
been recurring to it from noticing the same sorrowful, dreamy look
upon her face when she thought herself unobserved. Most likely every
one has noticed how inconsistently out of proportion some ideas become
when one is shut up in any place without change of scene or thought. I
really grew quite irritated about this letter. If I did not see it, I
suspected it lay _perdu_ in her pocket. What was in it? Of course it
was a love-letter; but if so, what was going wrong in the course of her
love? I became like a spoilt child in my recovery; every one whom I saw
for the time being was thinking only of me, so it was perhaps no wonder
that I became my sole object of thought; and at last the gratification
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