England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
And he was right, as the conclusion of my little history will show. The
feeling, the inward persuasion to which he alluded may seem fantastic,
but I have noticed in life that such premonitions are by no means
limited to superstitious or highly imaginative people. They come
sometimes, or are sent, to the best-balanced minds among us, and in such
cases of course with double force, bringing with them strenuous demand
on our respect and attention. I thanked Clarence, for I felt it a
compliment that he should thus trust me--he, an acute and practical
man--with the avowal of what many would have set aside as too fanciful
to be worthy of any consideration.
And from that time--I must again use a rather trite expression--"the
plot began to thicken"--palpably so; though, as when the clouds gather
together for a final burst, the thickening, as before long we were
thankful to feel able to hope, was preliminary to a dispersion of the
long, long heavy gloom hanging over an innocent group, with whom
circumstances had led to several, unconnected with its members by any
natural ties, feeling deep sympathy for, myself among them.
I returned to Lady Bretton's the next morning. I felt sorry to leave my
new friends, though the regret was mitigated by their heartily-expressed
hopes that we should meet again--hopes which I was sure would be
realised, as I could so thoroughly respond to them, and I knew that I
had but to say a word to secure my kind parents' co-operation in any
plan for continuing the intercourse.
My godmother was pleased, unfeignedly and rather specially so, it seemed
to me, to have me with her again. She cross-questioned me a little more
than was usual with her as to the Granville Square people, and was not
_quite_ as cordial about them as I could have wished, which somewhat
perplexed me.
"Very nice! oh yes, I have no doubt they are very nice, excellent
people," she said, "and it will do you no harm, Reggie, dear," for she
sometimes condescended to use my brother's pet name. It had rather
taken her fancy, and then, too, she being my name-mother as well as
godmother, the abbreviation diminished confusion--"no harm to see
something of other kinds of society. There are so many _shades_ of it
in London, even among the well-bred, unexceptionable people."
Still I felt that her tone was not thoroughly cordial, especially when
she added consideringly--
"I thought the young fellow, the one who wants to write novels, was the
eldest son?"
"Oh, no!" I replied. "Clarence Payne is some years older, and I--" but
I stopped short. I had been on the point of adding, "I have met him
before," but under the circumstances of that meeting, I quickly
remembered that it was better not to do so.
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