England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
My long night's rest left me quite ready to get up at my usual hour, and
I ran down to the dining-room, anxious to learn all I could about
father's return. This would have to be gleaned in the first place from
the servants no doubt, for mother was sure to be tired, and not
improbably too much so to appear at breakfast. But punctual as I was,
some one was there before me, standing in the window, looking out at our
pretty garden, never prettier than in the spring, above all with the
early morning light. A tall, well-knit figure familiar to me somehow.
"Jocelyn!" I exclaimed, my eldest brother's personality being the first
that occurred to me, "so it was you after all! Did father send for
you?"
He turned; no, it was not Jocelyn? "I am so sorry," he said, though the
regret expressed was tempered by a smile, "I am so sorry to disappoint
you, but I can't help it! You see I am only myself--not `Jocelyn'?"
Though I did not say so, I cannot but confess that the disappointment
was scarcely worthy of the name, for the unexpected guest was Clarence
Payne!
"Oh, how delightful!" was my first thought; "now I am going to hear all!
And things must have gone rightly--he looks in such good spirits--Dad
and he must have taken to each other."
But even while these ideas rushed across my mind, I was conscious,
simultaneously, as it were, of extreme surprise, and this, I suppose,
must have been the prominent expression of my face, for the newcomer
looked just a shade crestfallen.
"I am so sorry," he began again, and this pulled me together.
"Please don't say that," I exclaimed; "you make me feel so rude, and
indeed I don't mean to be so. I was only, well, very surprised. But I
am very pleased, for ever so many reasons. To begin with, I feel sure
things went well at Liverpool, otherwise you would not be here, and--
and--what about the poor Greys, and did you and father travel here
together? and--oh I have such a lot of questions to ask. I feel
half-choking with them," and I sat down, really feeling almost
overwhelmed with the rush of thoughts and "wonderings" in my brain.
"You shall ask what you please, and I scarcely think, that there will be
anything which we--or I--will not be able to answer," he said kindly.
"Indeed, it was partly, greatly, to satisfy your most natural wish--
right--to hear more, that I have come here."
I felt my cheeks grow red.
"It is very good of you to put it in that way, Mr Payne," I said. "I
felt so ashamed when your father commended me the other day; even you do
not fully know how wrong and foolish I was. No one does except Moore
and myself. No, scarcely Moore. I should like you to know the whole of
it, but you see I don't want to bring in Isabel Wynyard, and possibly
expose her to blame for having gossipped." I stopped in consideration.
"Perhaps," I resumed, "no one need ever know any more," and I looked up
at him as I said so.
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