England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
"Good plots!" he repeated. "I have just scores of them. It is not that
part of it I am at a loss about. It is my style I am unhappy and
dissatisfied with. There is something--I don't know how to define it--
stilted and priggish, I am afraid, that I am painfully conscious of and
yet cannot throw off. I have often thought how it would help me to talk
my work over with you, if it would not bore you dreadfully. Even to
read some of my MS. _Could_ you make up your mind to such a thing?"
I felt flattered, but a little surprised.
"_Bore_ me; it certainly would not," I replied. "But I am not the very
least in the world a literary person."
"No," said Rupert eagerly, quite unconscious of anything uncomplimentary
in what he was saying. "I know you are not, and that is just what I
like. Your feeling--your intuitive perception is so fresh and natural!"
I could scarcely suppress a smile; the dear fellow's way of expressing
himself _viva voce_, though he was quite unconscious of it, certainly
laid him open to some extent to the charge of "stiltedness"--"priggish"
I could not bear to call him, he was so genuine and really modest; the
adjective "quaint" seemed to me to suit him better than any other.
"I should like very much to read some of your stories or sketches," I
said, "or better still, you might read them to me, and then we could
discuss them a little as we go on."
Then, for the time being, our conversation stopped but by the end of the
next act--there were only three in all, as far as I remember--my
interest in Rupert's confidences had been increased by that of the drama
before us.
"By-the-bye," I said, almost before the curtain had fallen, "some parts
of this play remind me a little of a story in real life you told me
something of. And you half promised to tell me more some day."
I spoke and felt eagerly, for a strange idea had struck me--curiously
enough as it may seem to any one unaccustomed to meditate on the
vagaries of our brains and memories--for the first time. Was there not
a certain amount of resemblance not only between the plot gradually
unfolding before us, but between Rupert's _real_ story, little though I
had heard of it, and the _real_ mystery with which I had come in
contact, though of the facts connected with it I knew scarcely more?
My companion was flattered by my recollection of his confidences. But
yet I saw that he looked a little uncomfortable.
"I know what you are referring to," he replied. "But--I haven't
anything more to tell you, and I am afraid I can never hope to work up
what I know so as to make any practical use of it. They are thinking
after all," he went on a little shamefacedly, "now that I am so much
stronger, of my going into my father's firm--under Clarence of course--
and the mere fact of my being in it would bar the way to my benefiting
as a writer by any of the strange complications lawyers come across in
their work."
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