England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
I got up almost before he had finished speaking. I had a wholesome fear
of any cross-questioning on Mrs Payne's part, though it had not
occurred to me, as it might perhaps have done to a more experienced
young woman, that she might be annoyed by my unduly monopolising her
son. But I felt too excited and eager to have replied in a commonplace
way, and as we strolled round the tents, vaguely admiring the beautiful
groups of flowers and plants they contained, and glancing from side to
side in quest of our seniors, I made no pretence of conversation with my
companion, and he too was very silent. It was only at the last moment
of our solitude, just when we caught sight at last of his father and
mother coming towards us, that Clarence slackened his pace a little, and
said gently--
"Don't worry about this too much. I am quite sure that when people
really want to do what is right and best, things are shaped for us into
guidance. I have often found it so in life, though my experience hasn't
been a very long one as yet."
I felt grateful for his kindness, though I did not reply. There was
more on my mind than he understood; the reproachful consciousness of my
own foolish presumption was not absent from my mind, paradoxical as this
may sound in conjunction with the feeling I have alluded to, of being
destined--intended--to be an instrument in the deliverance of the
prisoners of the Grim House.
"I _need_ not have mixed myself up in it in the least," I thought; "and
why, after things have gone on quietly enough with them for so many
years apparently, should Caryll go and fall ill in this serious way, and
place me in such a tangle of perplexity? For, of course, it does not
take much putting two and two together to see that what the poor thing
is longing and praying for is to have his brother cleared from the
mysterious cloud over him."
As will be remembered, the words I had overheard clearly pointed to the
elder Mr Grey being the centre of the trouble--my own instinctive
conviction since my first glimpse of the four faces in the square pew at
Millflowers church.
Mrs Payne's first words relieved my immediate apprehension. She looked
serenely content, and pleased with herself and everybody else, us
truants included.
"Is it not a charming show?" she said. "I have never seen a prettier.
Your father and I, Clarence, are feeling more eager than ever about the
little country-house we often talk of. How I should enjoy managing the
garden!"
CHAPTER THIRTEEN.
THE BEGINNING OF THE END.
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