Autobiographical fiction; France -- Social life and customs -- Fiction
All that he feared was that I might form a bad impression of his
mistress, after what he had told me. “She is violent simply because she
is too frank, too thorough in her feelings. But she is a sublime
creature. You can’t imagine what exquisite poetry there is in her. She
goes every year to spend All Souls’ Day at Bruges. ‘Nice’ of her, don’t
you think? If you ever do meet her you’ll see what I mean; she has a
greatness....” And, as he was infected with certain of the mannerisms
used in the literary circles in which the lady moved: “There is
something sidereal about her, in fact something bardic; you know what I
mean, the poet merging into the priest.”
I was searching all through dinner for a pretext which would enable
Saint-Loup to ask his aunt to see me without my having to wait until he
came to Paris. Now such a pretext was furnished by the desire that I had
to see some more pictures by Elstir, the famous painter whom Saint-Loup
and I had met at Balbec. A pretext behind which there was, moreover, an
element of truth, for if, on my visits to Elstir, what I had asked of
his painting had been that it should lead me to the comprehension and
love of things better than itself, a real thaw, an authentic square in a
country town, live women on a beach (all the more would I have
commissioned from it the portraits of the realities which I had not been
able to fathom, such as a lane of hawthorn-blossoms, not so much that it
might perpetuate their beauty for me as that it might reveal that beauty
to me), now, on the other hand, it was the originality, the seductive
attraction of those paintings that aroused my desire, and what I wanted
above anything else was to look at other pictures by Elstir.
It seemed to me, also, that the least of his pictures were something
quite different from the masterpieces even of greater painters than
himself. His work was like a realm apart, whose frontiers were not to be
passed, matchless in substance. Eagerly collecting the infrequent
periodicals in which articles on him and his work had appeared, I had
learned that it was only recently that he had begun to paint landscapes
and still life, and that he had started with mythological subjects (I
had seen photographs of two of these in his studio), and had then been
for long under the influence of Japanese art.
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