Autobiographical fiction; France -- Social life and customs -- Fiction
“You are not of your age,” the former Ambassador told him, “and I
congratulate you upon that. You are not of this age in which
disinterested work no longer exists, in which writers offer the public
nothing but obscenities or ineptitudes. Efforts such as yours ought to
be encouraged, and would be, if we had a Government.”
Bloch was flattered by this picture of himself swimming alone amid a
universal shipwreck. But here again he would have been glad of details,
would have liked to know what were the ineptitudes to which M. de
Norpois referred. Bloch had the feeling that he was working along the
same lines as plenty of others; he had never supposed himself to be so
exceptional. He returned to the Dreyfus case, but did not succeed in
elucidating M. de Norpois’s own views. He tried to induce him to speak
of the officers whose names were appearing constantly in the newspapers
at that time; they aroused more curiosity than the politicians who were
involved also, because they were not, like the politicians, well known
already, but, wearing a special garb, emerging from the obscurity of a
different kind of life and a religiously guarded silence, simply stood
up and spoke and disappeared again, like Lohengrin landing from a skiff
drawn by a swan. Bloch had been able, thanks to a Nationalist lawyer of
his acquaintance, to secure admission to several hearings of the Zola
trial. He would arrive there in the morning and stay until the court
rose, with a packet of sandwiches and a flask of coffee, as though for
the final examination for a degree, and this change of routine
stimulating a nervous excitement which the coffee and the emotional
interest of the trial worked up to a climax, he would come out so
enamoured of everything that had happened in court that, in the evening,
as he sat at home, he would long to immerse himself again in that
beautiful dream and would hurry out, to a restaurant frequented by both
parties, in search of friends with whom he would go over interminably
the whole of the day’s proceedings, and make up, by a supper ordered in
an imperious tone which gave him the illusion of power, for the hunger
and exhaustion of a day begun so early and unbroken by any interval for
luncheon. The human mind, hovering perpetually between the two planes of
experience and imagination, seeks to fathom the ideal life of the people
it knows and to know the people whose life it has had to imagine. To
Bloch’s questions M. de Norpois replied:
“There are two officers involved in the case now being tried of whom I
remember hearing some time ago from a man in whose judgment I felt great
confidence, and who praised them both highly—I mean M. de Miribel. They
are Lieutenant-Colonel Henry and Lieutenant-Colonel Picquart.”
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