Autobiographical fiction; France -- Social life and customs -- Fiction
And certainly it would be wrong to pretend that my grandmother and the
few who resembled her would have been alone in their failure to
understand this kind of calculation. For one thing, the average human
being, practising a profession the lines of which have been laid down
for him from the start, comes near, by his want of intuition, to the
ignorance which my grandmother owed to her lofty disinterestedness.
Often one has to come down to “kept” persons, male or female, before one
finds the hidden spring of actions or words apparently of the most
innocent nature in self-interest, in the bare necessity to keep alive.
What man does not know that when a woman whom he is going to pay says to
him: “Don’t let’s talk about money,” the speech must be regarded as what
is called in music “a silent beat” and that if, later on, she declares:
“You are far too much trouble; you are always keeping things from me;
I’ve done with you,” he must interpret this as: “Some one else has been
offering her more.” And yet this is only the language of a lady of easy
virtue, not so far removed from the ladies in society. The _apache_
furnishes more striking examples. But M. de Norpois and the German
Prince, if _apaches_ and their ways were unknown to them, had been
accustomed to living on the same plane as nations, which are also,
despite their greatness, creatures of selfishness and cunning, kept in
order only by force, by consideration of their material interests which
may drive them to murder, a murder that is often symbolic also, since
its mere hesitation or refusal to fight may spell for a nation the word
“Perish”. But inasmuch as all this is not set forth in Yellow and
otherwise coloured Books, the people as a whole are naturally pacific;
should they be warlike, it is instinctively, from hatred, from a sense
of injury, not for the reasons which have made up the mind of their
ruler, on the advice of his Norpois.
The following winter the Prince was seriously ill; he recovered, but his
heart was permanently affected.
“The devil!” he said to himself, “I can’t afford to lose any time over
the Institute. If I wait too long, I may be dead before they elect me.
That really would be unpleasant.”
He composed, on the foreign politics of the last twenty years, an essay
for the _Revue des Deux Mondes_, in which he referred more than once,
and in the most flattering terms, to M. de Norpois. The French diplomat
called upon him to thank him. He added that he did not know how to
express his gratitude. The Prince said to himself, like a man who has
been trying to fit various keys into a stubborn lock: “Still not the
right one!” and, feeling somewhat out of breath as he shewed M. de
Norpois to the door, thought: “Damn it, these fellows will see me in my
grave before letting me in. We must hurry up.”
That evening, he met M. de Norpois again at the Opera.
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