Autobiographical fiction; France -- Social life and customs -- Fiction
I studied M. de Charlus. The tuft of his grey hair, his eye, the brow of
which was raised by his monocle to emit a smile, the red flowers in his
buttonhole formed, so to speak, the three mobile apices of a convulsive
and striking triangle. I had not ventured to bow to him, for he had
given me no sign of recognition. And yet, albeit he had not turned his
head in my direction, I was convinced that he had seen me; while he
repeated some story to Mme. Swann, whose sumptuous, pansy-coloured cloak
floated actually over the Baron’s knee, his roving eye, like that of a
street hawker who is watching all the time for the “tecs” to appear, had
certainly explored every corner of the room and taken note of all the
people who were in it. M. de Châtellerault came up to bid him good day
without any indication on M. de Charlus’s face that he had seen the
young Duke until he was actually standing in front of him. In this way,
in fairly numerous gatherings such as this, M. de Charlus kept almost
continuously on show a smile without any definite direction or
particular object, which, pre-existing before the greetings of new
arrivals, found itself, when these entered its zone, devoid of any
indication of friendliness towards them. Nevertheless, it was obviously
my duty to go across and speak to Mme. Swann. But as she was not certain
whether I already knew Mme. de Marsantes and M. de Charlus, she was
distinctly cold, fearing no doubt that I might ask her to introduce me
to them. I then made my way to M. de Charlus, and at once regretted it,
for though he could not have helped seeing me he shewed no sign
whatsoever. As I stood before him and bowed I found standing out from
his body, which it prevented me from approaching by the full length of
his outstretched arm, a finger widowed, one would have said, of an
episcopal ring, of which he appeared to be offering, for the kiss of the
faithful, the consecrated site, and I was made to appear to have
penetrated, without leave from the Baron and by an act of trespass for
which he would hold me permanently responsible, the anonymous and vacant
dispersion of his smile. This coldness was hardly of a kind to encourage
Mme. Swann to melt from hers.
“How tired and worried you look,” said Mme. de Marsantes to her son who
had come up to greet M. de Charlus.
And indeed the expression in Robert’s eyes seemed every minute to reach
a depth from which it rose at once like a diver who has touched bottom.
This bottom which hurt Robert so when he touched it that he left it at
once, to return to it a moment later, was the thought that he had
quarrelled with his mistress.
“Never mind,” his mother went on, stroking his cheek, “never mind; it’s
good to see my little boy again.”
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