Autobiographical fiction; France -- Social life and customs -- Fiction
“I claim no credit for knowing about flowers, I’ve lived all my life
among the fields,” replied Mme. de Villeparisis modestly. “But,” she
added graciously, turning to the Prince, “If I did, when I was quite a
girl, form a rather more serious idea of them than children generally do
in the country, I owe that to a distinguished fellow-countryman of
yours, Herr von Schlegel. I met him at Broglie, when I was staying there
once with my aunt Cordelia (Marshal de Castellane’s wife, don’t you
know?). I remember so well M. Lebrun, M. de Salvandy, M. Doudan, getting
him to talk about flowers. I was only a little girl, I wasn’t able to
follow all he said. But he liked playing with me, and when he went back
to your country he sent me a beautiful botany book to remind me of a
drive we took together in a phaeton to the Val Richer, when I fell
asleep on his knee. I have got the book still, and it taught me to
observe many things about flowers which I should not have noticed
otherwise. When Mme. de Barante published some of Mme. de Broglie’s
letters, charming and affected like herself, I hoped to find among them
some record of those conversations with Herr von Schlegel. But she was a
woman who looked for nothing from nature but arguments in support of
religion.”
Robert called me away to the far end of the room where he and his mother
were.
“You have been good to me,” I said, “how can I thank you? Can we dine
together to-morrow?”
“To-morrow? Yes, if you like, but it will have to be with Bloch. I met
him just now on the doorstep; he was rather stiff with me at first
because I had quite forgotten to answer his last two letters. (At least,
he didn’t tell me that that was what had annoyed him, but I guessed it.)
But after that he was so friendly to me that I simply can’t disappoint
him. Between ourselves, on his side at least, I can feel it’s a life and
death friendship.” Nor do I consider that Robert was altogether
mistaken. Furious detraction was often, with Bloch, the effect of a keen
affection which he had supposed to be unreturned. And as he had little
power of imagining the lives of other people, and never dreamed that one
might have been ill, or away from home, or otherwise occupied, a week’s
silence was at once interpreted by him as meaning a deliberate coldness.
And so I have never believed that his most violent outbursts as a
friend, or in later years as a writer, went very deep. They rose to a
paroxysm if one replied to them with an icy dignity, or by a platitude
which encouraged him to redouble his onslaught, but yielded often to a
warmly sympathetic attitude; “As for being good,” went on Saint-Loup,
“you say I have been to you, but I haven’t been good at all, my aunt
tells me that it’s you who avoid her, that you never said a word to her.
She wondered whether you had anything against her.”
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