Autobiographical fiction; France -- Social life and customs -- Fiction
From being vexed, Mme. de Villeparisis seemed to have grown anxious.
“Don’t wait for him,” she said to me, with a preoccupied air. “He is
talking to M. de Faffenheim. He’s certain to have forgotten what he said
to you. You’ld much better go, now, quickly, while his back is turned.”
The first emotion shewn by Mme. de Villeparisis would have suggested,
but for the circumstances, offended modesty. Her insistence, her
opposition might well, if one had studied her face alone, have appeared
to be dictated by virtue. I was not, myself, in any hurry to join Robert
and his mistress. But Mme. de Villeparisis seemed to make such a point
of my going that, thinking perhaps that she had some important business
to discuss with her nephew, I bade her good-bye. Next to her M. de
Guermantes, superb and Olympian, was ponderously seated. One would have
said that the notion, omnipresent in all his members, of his vast riches
gave him a particular high density, as though they had been melted in a
crucible into a single human ingot to form this man whose value was so
immense. At the moment of my saying good-bye to him he rose politely
from his seat, and I could feel the dead weight of thirty millions which
his old-fashioned French breeding set in motion, raised, until it stood
before me. I seemed to be looking at that statue of Olympian Zeus which
Pheidias is said to have cast in solid gold. Such was the power that
good breeding had over M. de Guermantes, over the body of M. de
Guermantes at least, for it had not an equal mastery over the ducal
mind. M. de Guermantes laughed at his own jokes, but did not unbend to
other people’s.
As I went downstairs I heard behind me a voice calling out to me:
“So this is how you wait for me, is it?”
It was M. de Charlus.
“You don’t mind if we go a little way on foot?” he asked dryly, when we
were in the courtyard. “We can walk until I find a cab that suits me.”
“You wished to speak to me about something, Sir?”
“Oh yes, as a matter of fact there were some things I wished to say to
you, but I am not so sure now whether I shall. As far as you are
concerned, I am sure that they might be the starting-point which would
lead you to inestimable benefits. But I can see also that they would
bring into my existence, at an age when one begins to value
tranquillity, a great loss of time, great inconvenience. I ask myself
whether you are worth all the pains that I should have to take with you,
and I have not the pleasure of knowing you well enough to be able to
say. Perhaps also to you yourself what I could do for you does not
appear sufficiently attractive for me to give myself so much trouble,
for I repeat quite frankly that for me it can only be trouble.”
I protested that, in that case, he must not dream of it. This summary
end to the discussion did not seem to be to his liking.
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