Autobiographical fiction; France -- Social life and customs -- Fiction
I spoke to the latter of the new writer. He gave me a distaste for him
not so much when he said that his art was uncouth, easy and vacuous, as
when he told me that he had seen him, and had almost mistaken him (so
strong was the likeness) for Bloch. From that moment my friend’s
features outlined themselves on the printed pages, and I no longer felt
any obligation to make the effort necessary to understand them. If
Bergotte had decried him to me it was less, I fancy, out of jealousy for
a success that was yet to come than out of ignorance of his work. He
read scarcely anything. The bulk of his thought had long since passed
from his brain into his books. He had grown thin, as though they had
been extracted from him by surgical operations. His reproductive
instinct no longer impelled him to any activity, now that he had given
an independent existence to almost all his thoughts. He led the
vegetative life of a convalescent, of a woman after childbirth; his fine
eyes remained motionless, vaguely dazed, like the eyes of a man who lies
on the sea shore and in a vague day-dream sees only each little breaking
wave. However, if it was less interesting to talk to him now than I
should once have found it, I felt no compunction for that. He was so far
a creature of habit that the simplest habits, like the most elaborate,
once he had formed them, became indispensable to him for a certain
length of time. I do not know what made him come to our house first of
all, but after that every day it was simply because he had been there
the day before. He would come to the house as he might have gone to a
café, so that no one should talk to him, so that he might—very
rarely—talk himself; one might in short have found in his conduct a sign
that he was moved to sympathise with us in our anxiety, or that he
enjoyed my company, had one sought to draw any conclusion from such an
assiduity in calling. It did not fail to impress my mother, sensitive to
everything that might be regarded as an act of homage to her invalid.
And every day she reminded me: “See that you don’t forget to thank him
nicely.”
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